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and we were bound by the city life
Jun 7, 2026
53
following the stat sn protocol with a personal variation

no adverse reactions to metoclopramide
did the blood test on nitrite, turned out positive

(not exactly benzo naive, have been testing both clonazepam and alprazolam but it shouldn't make much of a difference if i want to drink the second dose in case i vomit the first then i don't want to be unconscious)

t0 = sn ingenstion
t-16 10mg metoclopramide, light breakfast (light diary)
t-8 10mg metoclopramide, light snack (fruit)
t-6 2 mg clonazepam
t-6 beginning food fast
t-1.5 6mg clonazepam
t-1 double therapeutic dose of liquid antacid, 30mg metoclopramide
t-30m 7mg alprazolam semi-crushed (not pulverized, but more than just breaking along lines)
t0 20g sn, 50ml of water
(*) t10 20g sn, 50ml of water

* if necessary

im crying so much but im thinking about there being someone with me
just a family member who would understand

it's a pity that alcohol is not advised with the SN method

going to choose a hotel where there is no reception and instead you are handed a key locked with a pin number

will update on the day that I move forward with the protocol, im not sure what the official procedure is to confirm someone was successful
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
1,298
I'm sorry to hear, I thought you were going in a different direction.

Unless you bought your SN from a trusted source, it really should be tested with the strips. People have failed with bad SN that they thought was fine because it passed the blood test (after failing to CTB it was then tested with strips and failed).
 

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