Real tired

[CTB Dream]

Sorry post many, not kmow say what, reakly tired pain, wish method now escape, feel hard breath not ability do anything

 

[Nirrend]

Hi @CTB Dream

When you are in pain, you don't need to say anything! The look, the breath and even the silences are enough.

I understand, and we all understand, your pain, that rattle from the heart, that sigh of emptiness and despair.

But we love you here, and we understand it all.

If the simple fact of telling us through threads that you're not well, if that's all it takes to make you feel less lonely and a little better, then by all means, don't stop posting.

Loving you beautiful soul ❤❤❤

 

[toasterbath]

You don't have to apologize for posting. That's what this site is for. I understand your frustrations and pain. Wish I could escape too.

 

[makethepainstop]

Sorry post many, not kmow say what, reakly tired pain, wish method now escape, feel hard breath not ability do anything

I can see your side of things, life just seems so damn hurtful and painful. I act like everything is just HUNKY DORY, I give my biggest smile, I look just so happy. But underneath the happy act I am in such pain. No one knows or cares. Then when I ctb, they will be saying things like but he seemed so happy. Damn idiots haven't a clue how much I hurt. Sometimes the only truly happy thoughts I have are about death and dying. Believe you me, sister, I do understand others pain! Much love to you!

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired of everything. I could never not feel tired of existing, such a thing would be impossible for me as long as I'm still here. It does feel as though as time goes on the amount of suffering and problems increases, making the thought of non existence sound even more appealing. I hate the fact how it can be difficult to finally permanently escape from this life, it would be ideal to be able to have immediate access to a quick and instant method that lets us exit peacefully, or even better just never wake again. We shouldn't have to struggle so much in finding ways to leave.

 

[FadeOut]

Dear @CTB Dream , I can't even imagine how it must feel to be physically disabled, I wish there was something that could be done to take your pain away I'm sending you lots of hugs