
toasterbath
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- Jun 26, 2022
- 254
10^(10^100) a googolplex. even this site doesn't bring me solace because it reminds me how much worse i have it than most people
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101 is very low suicidality, 10 is very extreme acute suicidality. I miss the old thread (which is deleted) that is way I want to revive him.
My suicidal thoughts today are a 4. I have some distractions and responsibilities which prevent more of these thoughts.
I have similar situation I feel 7 or more today. Don't want to do anything but life around. Got yelled at because of it and told that I am an idiot and mentally f'd up and that person can't take it anymore and wants to walk out of our lives.Okay 9. I might have to kill myself soon and if the thing which I think about happens there is no way around. Maybe I am dead within a month. One of the most nightmarish scenarios seems likely. I will post about it soon in suicide discussion.
It gonna a long thread but I am utterly shocked.