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animetal

animetal

a confession, a cadaver
May 8, 2023
91
I was planning on ctb in a few days and when I got home I saw a rat had torn open my SN and ate some of it ? I feel really bummed because it was hard enough finding it and getting it sent to me. Life feels so unfair I feel it's even preventing me from ctb the way I want to . I don't know how long sn lasts while it's open : / rip to the rat that got into my stuff
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,244
Is all SN gone? Probably the rat died. I don't think it's a problem when you still have enough SN (more than 25g) as you will CTB anyway within 10-15 minutes it's not a problem whether rats ate a bit imo. SN doesn't change it's consistancy within a few days or weeks once opened.
 
animetal

animetal

a confession, a cadaver
May 8, 2023
91
Is all SN gone? Probably the rat died. I don't think it's a problem when you still have enough SN (more than 25g) as you will CTB anyway within 10-15 minutes it's not a problem whether rats ate a bit imo. SN doesn't change it's consistancy within a few days or weeks once opened.
Only a little less than half is available and I don't have anti emetics yet, I'm not sure if I should just do it without it, I wanted everything to go smoothly
 
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RatMaster250

Member
Jun 6, 2023
27
I was planning on ctb in a few days and when I got home I saw a rat had torn open my SN and ate some of it ? I feel really bummed because it was hard enough finding it and getting it sent to me. Life feels so unfair I feel it's even preventing me from ctb the way I want to . I don't know how long sn lasts while it's open : / rip to the rat that got into my stuff
I am so sorry that that happened to you. I hope you don't find it bad if I ask where you got your sodium nitrite from?
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,244
Only a little less than half is available and I don't have anti emetics yet, I'm not sure if I should just do it without it, I wanted everything to go smoothly
AE are essential not to vomit. It's probaly possible without but maybe difficult.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,230
It must be so awful to have your plans interfered with like that, but anyway I wish you the best and I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.
 
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