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Uninfluential_Karma

Uninfluential_Karma

Rat Cult Leader
Aug 5, 2024
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I'm a bit nervous that my attempt might fail, so if it does, I've come up with back up plans. My first method is attempting hanging, most likely partial and then full if that doesn't work. Then if that doesn't work, I'll have back up plastic bags and duct tape to tape around my head. I might just tape my nose and mouth beforehand to block off more air. Then if that doesn't work, hypothermia might be do-able if I find the right time and can sneak into the freezer. If all that still doesn't work, I'll try to find a partner through the partnering system thingy on this website because then I wouldn't be able to be trusted with killing myself. Here's how the next little while might be planned:

Friday: Hanging
Saturday: Asphyxiation (this one will suck the most probably)
Sunday: Hypothermia(?)
Monday: Reevaluate and try to find someone who can help me out

Tbh I might just try those first two in the same day. Any suggestions of more things I could try? I'm pretty broke, can't drive, and live at home with my family so that makes things a bit harder. I'm terrified of heights but willing to give it a shot if I can find the perfect place. I don't mind pain too much as long as it doesn't last for longer than like 5 minutes.
 
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LivideLamb

LivideLamb

I'm so decaying, feeling like an ashtray
Jan 5, 2020
367
That's quite a plan and a schedule. I truly wish you luck with all of it, may you find peace
 
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Gustav Hartmann

Gustav Hartmann

Enlightened
Aug 28, 2021
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Start with full hanging and you will not see Saturday, Sunday and Monday.
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
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pleroman

pleroman

Arcanist
Feb 22, 2024
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I just wish you the most peaceful travels.
I too am a fan of redundancy and backups. Yes it helps to research them all though!
 
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mrtime87

Experienced
Jul 9, 2024
207
Sounds like you're already planning on failing.
 

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