I hate being soppy cos it always comes across as fake, but my condition I see things in black or white pretty much but it's the consistency that tells me how I feel, on reflection of the mood swings etc. But I hope I am on this site until my death, and during my life in the mean time. This site is the most welcoming place ever so why would I worry? It's me: my mood swings and how utterly inappropriate I can be at times. (EUPD+Aspergers). If I recover some way, I'll begin to not naturally "fit in", to keep it simple - I think it's just something I'll always struggle with, and if I struggle with it here, where else would be more accepting?? But since I've been on here, even with my difficulty in observing myself, I've noticed I'm much better at least at being a bit more sensitive to situations.