Random thoughts

[RainAndSadness]

I should check into my hotel soon but I think I can't do it yet. It's really annoying and everything is packed but there is still an unresolved relationship between me and my girlfriend. And knowing I'll hurt her just causes so much discomfort. It's gonna devastate her and I've been in abusive relationships in the past and it just seems wrong to push someone away like that. I wish there was an easy solution for this dilemma.

 

[Trashcan]

Part of the reason I want to ctb is because of my body type. And no, I can't change it by exercising, eating healthily, and lowering my body fat percentage.

 

[ZeitZuGehen]

Part of the reason I want to ctb is because of my body type. And no, I can't change it by exercising, eating healthily, and lowering my body fat percentage.

But have you tried essential oils and going to church, honey? /s

 

[Dani Paradox]

I swear I'm about to smash everything in this fucking house.

 

[Throwaway563078]

I can't even sleep anymore. I keep waking up haunted by my thoughts, memories,things that never happened , screw this mind. I need to stop resisting and really get this over with and ctb. Enough is enough

 

[Throwaway563078]

For the lack of a better word, this normie I'm know is going through a sort of low point and likes talking to me because he realizes that his life doesn't suck as much as mine and it makes him feel better. That fucking hurt. This is not the first time someone mainly talks to me. Also because I make them feel "comfortable". I feel so useless

 

[2211264]

So..
"Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem"
Thus implying
That instead I should seek "help" and obtain a non permanent solution to the problem.
Why not give something a permanent solution?
No let's just put a bandaid on it!?
Annnd wait for more problems :)

 

[throwaway777]

empty and peaceful mind

 

[jaemus12]

So..
"Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem"
Thus implying
That instead I should seek "help" and obtain a non permanent solution to the problem.
Why not give something a permanent solution?
No let's just put a bandaid on it!?
Annnd wait for more problems :)

Life is a temporary problem. It ends either way - naturally or manually.

Edit: spelling and grammar

 

[Throwaway563078]

empty and peaceful mind

Keyword there is "empty"

 

[throwaway777]

Keyword there is "empty"

no thoughts it makes me feel good

 

[throwaway777]

no thoughts it makes me feel good

it s contradicting ..posting it in a random thoughts thread .. i am a nonsense

 

[throwaway777]

it s contradicting ..posting it in a random thoughts thread .. i am a nonsense

lol

 

[Lra888]

So..
"Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem"
Thus implying
That instead I should seek "help" and obtain a non permanent solution to the problem.
Why not give something a permanent solution?
No let's just put a bandaid on it!?
Annnd wait for more problems :)

"Permanent Solution" sounds great to me.

 

[Schopenhauer]

I'm eating Oreos and watching Monty Python's Flying Circus. Life is not so bad right now.

 

[Dani Paradox]

What a miserable, lonely fucking day.

 

[Throwaway563078]

It took all the energy in me to take a shower. God I need to ctb, I'm deteriorating

 

[throwaway777]

i want to be a cat.

 

[sadsoul]

Suicide prevention aka we want you to die from a physical illness, not from a mental illness you moron

 

[Lra888]

I find it amusing that the word "therapist" is made up of "the rapist".

 

[Eren]

I feel pathetic.

 

[sadsoul]

I find it amusing that the word "therapist" is made up of "the rapist".

Look, children need to be beaten when they don't behave, and mentally ill people need to be mentally raped when they don't behave, it's just life you know /s

 

[mattwitt]

I'm eating Oreos and watching Monty Python's Flying Circus. Life is not so bad right now.

lol I was eating Oreos yesterday and thanks for reminding me that I still need to watch "Monty Python and the Holy Grail" I have on dvd I don't think I ever did watch that whole entire movie.

 

[weedoge]

lol I was eating Oreos yesterday and thanks for reminding me that I still need to watch "Monty Python and the Holy Grail" I have on dvd I don't think I ever did watch that whole entire movie.

dood. If you were up for it, I'd watch monty python shit with you or someone. I grew up with it and love them.

 

[mattwitt]

Human beings are the most fantastic liars in the universe !

 

[Schopenhauer]

I was having lunch today, in a crowded restaurant (thankfully listening to an audiobook - otherwise the noise would be unbearable). And for what may be the first time in my life, I've felt superior to everyone else.

Sure, keep slaving away at your jobs, with your crappy relationships, in this crappy country. I'm going to leave everything behind me. I refuse to play by your rules. Fuck mankind!

 

[Lra888]

I was having lunch today, in a crowded restaurant (thankfully listening to an audiobook - otherwise the noise would be unbearable). And for what may be the first time in my life, I've felt superior to everyone else.

Sure, slaving away at your jobs, with your crappy relationships, in this crappy country. I'm going to leave everything behind me. I refuse to play by your rules. Fuck mankind!

Nice. As horrible as I feel, I also cannot understand how people can be happy with this dystopia. Maybe we are awake to the nonsensical hell of it all. Sitting on the train I hear the conversations and i would never be "happy" enough to have similar concerns.

 

[2211264]

 

[Pineapplecrown]

Human beings are the most fantastic liars in the universe !

Great call

 

[bunny]

can never trust. everybody leaves. everybody wants to hurt me. there is nowhere to run anymore