satou
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- Sep 3, 2018
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Why am I unable to appreciate it when people give me a compliment?
I'm totally bipolar, so yeah.... I feel this a lot.When life is good It's great but when life sucks it can suck really bad !
Can only not relate to 2 of these which I found fucking funny
I can't relate to 2 of the things on the wheel of signs... Does that mean I'm not suicidal? :o
Beautifully put my friend I see the beauty too but no matter how hard you try how kind you are that kick in the cunt is right there waiting mateI'm sick again. My stupid allergies. I wanted to CTB today but I called it off. I will do it within the next two to three weeks.
I feel that my time has come. I wake up every day, I open my eyes and there's just nothing of value. Life is like a silent black-and-white-film to me. Sometimes I see happy people and I know that life can be very beautiful and sometimes I feel like an asshole for always being so depressed around people but life is not for everybody. There are always losers and some winners. That's just how the world works.
I took a few hours off today. I couldn't take it anymore. When I'm sick it's way worse because I don't pretend to fit in anymore. I don't care about anything anymore. That's how I feel right now. I couldn't care less about how people see me. It's a good state of mind to CTB in.
I feel so weak. Normally I'd be super angry right now but I don't have the energy to feel emotions now. I need rest. I want to rest in peace forever.
I thought about opening a thread but that is just not worth it. I don't think I'm more to someone than just letters on a screen.
The problem with planet earth is people..
It would be a lot greener.How would planet earth look like without people, I wonder.
For anyone who has or has had someone warm to be next to, try to find it in yourself to give thanks
I waited til I stopped. Be thankful if yall canare you driving and posting on ss