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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,214
You asked so I said it
There's no hope in the world where we're headed
Pissed off, offended
There's nothing we can do
So just fucking forget it

Boom, smash, step on the glass
Better keep it moving or get left in the past
No chance, no hope for a change
If we can kill religion, then who else can we blame?

So save your breath cause no one's listening

Take away the choice, what have you got?
It's better to be loved for what you're not
I better shut my mouth, I've said too much
Just obey, pay the price, sell the dream
Don't let the party die
(We won't let the party die)

Oh no, at it again
Borrow from the enemy, steal from a friend
Lose, win - nothing is free
Is it better for the business, or just better for me?
It's only selfish if you disagree

Take away the choice, what have you got?
It's better to be loved for what you're not
I better shut my mouth, I've said too much
Just obey, pay the price, sell the dream
Don't let the party die

We are society, yeah we're the disease
Praying for humanity with blood on our knees
It can take you over, it could kill if you let it
But there's nothing you can do so just fucking forget it

We won't let the party die

Take away the choice, what have you got?
It's better to be loved for what you're not
I better shut my mouth, I've said too much (I've said enough)
Just obey, pay the price, sell the dream
Don't let the party die
We won't, we won't
Don't let the party die

You asked, so I said it
There's no hope in the world where we're headed
Pissed off, offended
There's nothing you can do
So just fucking forget it
 
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sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,015
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah

Head above the clouds, stand tall for the hell of it (Woah)
Tower overcrowds, don't pause 'cause I'm lovin' it (Woah)
Heavy and I'm proud, backbone never suffering (Woah)

Higher, longer stretches of mountains
Invincible wild wind's pounding
Climbing to the top, shouting louder
No need to defend or praise the words I said
The sweat I shed eventually comes back to me as an echo (Echo)
I withstand firmly, my solid position (My position)
To someone, the owner of the landscape and seasons is a fantasy
Fantasy, fantastic, the colors of the four seasons

My spirit is high, my pride is unbreakable now
I rule this place, nobody can handle me, hands off
Rising average, my steps are stomp, stomp
With a low stance and powerfully, I'ma go up

Mountains, mountains, I woke up on the mountains
Ain't nobody stopping me, I'm walking like a Titan
Mountains, mountains, I step up on the mountains
Ayo (Ayo)
I dominate the ground, the echoing surrounds
Just feel the air vibrating, oh, so loud (So loud)
Mountains, mountains, I step up on the mountains
Ayo (Ayo)

Glancing around, I sit down and draw the lines
Rewrite my bucket list, no matter what, once again
Rekindling my will, strengthening my determination
I follow wherever my desires lead me, I grab that flag without blinking an eye, I'm keeping it real (Oh)
Call me a changer, I'll replace this game zone
We are our dreams, call us Pantheon
With a spirit that can pierce the sky above the mountain peak
Completely opposite of all the nightmares so far
All these trials are biscuits, twist fate around
Turn crises into opportunities, fill it up, the hero of the mountains stands tall
Following my pipe, break it, many lures on this road
Leap over all of them, go straight, I tear it up, everyone move (Swish)

My spirit is high, my pride is unbreakable now
I rule this place, nobody can handle me, hands off
Rising average, my steps are stomp, stomp
With a low stance and powerfully, I'ma go up

Mountains, mountains, I woke up on the mountains
Ain't nobody stopping me, I'm walking like a Titan
Mountains, mountains, I step up on the mountains
Ayo (Ayo)
I dominate the ground, the echoing surrounds
Just feel the air vibrating, oh, so loud (So loud)
*Mountains, mountains, I step up on the mountains
Ayo* (Ayo)

Head above the clouds, stand tall for the hell of it (Woah)
Tower overcrowds, don't pause 'cause I'm lovin' it (Woah)
Heavy and I'm proud, backbone never suffering (Woah)
Ayo (Ayo)
Head above the clouds, stand tall for the hell of it (Woah)
Tower overcrowds, don't pause 'cause I'm lovin' it (Woah)
Heavy and I'm proud, backbone never suffering (Woah)
Ayo (Ayo)

If you're feelin' high, all hands go up (Woah)
This is cloud nine, we're at the top (Woah)
If you're feelin' high, all hands go up (Woah)
Ayo (Ayo)
If you're feelin' high, all hands go up (Woah)
This is cloud nine, we're at the top (Woah)
If you're feelin' high, all hands go up (Woah)
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,214
I spent my whole life dreaming up
Some perfect world, but now I'm stuck
These words I sing for the ones I love
Draw a line that define the best in us
With every note and every page
I'm cleaning up each mess I make
Is there some way for me to prove that
I won't bring out the worst in you?

Can anyone else relate?

I should be happy, but I'm not
Is there a way to make it stop?
It won't go away
It keeps haunting me
As colors fade, I start to change
I only have myself to blame 'cause
I should be happy, but I'm not
Can anyone else relate?

I saw the light when I was young
I always knew that I would be someone
But I fall short and I fucked things up
And now I'm paying for all these things I've done
I can't escape the feeling
Now I'm staring at the ceiling while I waste away
Could be better off alone, might be better on my own
But I know I'm not okay 'cause

I should be happy, but I'm not
Is there a way to make it stop?
It won't go away
It keeps haunting me
As colors fade, I start to change
I only have myself to blame 'cause
I should be happy, but I'm not
Can anyone else relate?

Can't escape the feeling
Now I'm staring at the ceiling while I waste away
Might be better off alone, I'd be better on my own
But no, I'm not okay
I'm not okay, go

As colors fade, I start to change
I only have myself to blame
As colors fade, I start to change
I only have myself to blame

I should be happy, but I'm not
Is there a way to make it stop?
Just make it stop

I should be happy, but I'm not
Is there a way to make it stop?
It won't go away
It keeps haunting me
As colors fade, I start to change
I only have myself to blame 'cause
I should be happy, but I'm not
I should be happy, but I'm not

So kill the pain and make it stop
Can anyone else relate?
Can anyone else relate?
Can anyone else relate?
JUST MAKE IT STOP.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,214
Get your hands off my neck, I'm trying to breathe
Peel my skin to the bone, half-man and half-machine
See the ashes and smoke, we black out the sky
We're born into fire, slaves 'til we die

A mouth filled with worms, a head filled with dirt
We consume and consume, it's ourselves that we hurt
We're destroying the world, pick the scab 'til it bleeds
We laugh in their face, it's the American dream

Let my sins wash over me
I'm guilty by design

We're all part of the system, we all wanna be blind
We scream in defiance, we poison our minds
In this desert of silence, we'll be buried alive
We bathe in the violence, one soul at a time

Torn from inside, a head filled with lies
We ache 'til we break, we see through hollowed eyes
The poison is there, right under the skin
It's not complicated, they won't let us win

Let my sins wash over me
I'm guilty by design

We're all part of the system, we all wanna be blind
We scream in defiance, we poison our minds
In this desert of silence, we'll be buried alive
We bathe in the violence, one soul at a time

There's blood in the alleys, there's blood in the streets
We walk on the dead, we prey on the weak
This desert of silence, we're barely alive
As we bathe in the violence
We stand on the shoulders of tyrants
FUCK

Let my sins wash over me
I'm guilty by design
Guilty by, guilty by
Guilty by design

We're all part of the system, we all wanna be blind
We scream in defiance, we poison our minds
In this desert of silence (desert of silence), we'll be buried alive
We bathe in the violence (the violence), one soul at a time

We pray on the dead, we prey on the weak
There's blood in the alleys, there's blood in the streets
We pray on the dead, we prey on the weak
We're guilty by design
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,463
Want to tell you about the girl I love
My she looks so fine
She's the only one that I been dreamin' of
Maybe someday she will be all mine
I want to tell her that I love her so
I thrill with her every touch
I need to tell her she's the only one I really love
 
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leaftomb

let's live fast and die young
Jun 15, 2024
76
Well, I know you lay in bed
Contemplating your own death
Well, just look at what you've done
Don't you dare forget the sun, love

(i love this song sm)
 
Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,463
It's harder holding on
One more trip and I'll be gone
So keep your head up, keep it on
Just a whisper, I'll be gone

Take a breath and make it big
It's the last you'll ever get
Break your neck with diamond noose
It's the last you'll ever choose

I am, I am I said I'm not myself
But I'm not dead, and I'm not for sale
Hold me closer, closer, let me go
Let me be, just let me be
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,214
I haven't looked at love the same
I used to think it was a game
Put on a smile, a happy face
But underneath we hide our fangs
Now I see if you can love
The hardest parts, the worst in us
Ain't that what it's all about?
With you now, I have no doubt

In another place, in another life
In another space, in another time
And for every day that keeps going by
We'll be okay if we can try

So what about love?
And what about trust?
Is it still me that you are only thinking of?
What about us?
Is what we're feeling still enough?
So what about love?
And what about you?
What about me?
What about us?

What about you and me?

You're the only one for me
The only one I still believe
Through rise and falls and ups and downs
You saved me from myself somehow
In my heart, I must confess
I haven't always done my best
You're still the only one for me
Won't give up on you, don't give up on me

In another place, in another life
In another space, in another time
We don't have to feel this way anymore
And for every day that keeps going by
We'll be okay if we can try
But all we have to do is open the door

So what about love? (What about love?)
What about trust? (What about trust?)
Is it still me that you are only thinking of? (Is it me you're thinking of?)
What about us? (What about us?)
Is what we're feeling still enough? (Is what we're feeling still enough?)
So what about love?
What about you?
What about me?
What about us?

Is it me you're thinking of?

What about love?
And what about trust?
Is it still me that you are only thinking of?
What about us?
Is what we're feeling still enough?
What about love?
And what about you?
What about me?
What about us?

Us
What about you and me?
What about us?
What about you and me?
 
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i_miss_my_dad

She def on my tone
Jul 6, 2024
10
And her boyfriends a dick
And he brings a gun to school
And he'd simply kick my ass if he knew the truth
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,214
OOOOOOOOO

Who lives in a pineapple under the sea?
SpongeBob SquarePants!
Absorbent and yellow and porous is he.
SpongeBob SquarePants!
If nautical nonsense be something you wish,
SpongeBob SquarePants!
Then drop on the deck and flop like a fish!
SpongeBob SquarePants!

Ready?

SpongeBob SquarePants
SpongeBob SquarePants
SpongeBob SquarePants

Spongebooooob
Squarepaaaaaaants
Ahahaha ahahahaha…
 
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derpyderpins

In the Service of the Queen
Sep 19, 2023
1,900
Sometimes I wanna pack it all up
Get on a bus and move to Vermont
Or Maine, or any of those states back east
That I remember
Sometimes I wanna go back to school
An east coast college with some history
I'd be satisfied, I know
In the simple things

Longtime sunshine
Longtime sunshine upon me

Sometimes I wanna build a house
With a wood stove or a fireplace
In the middle of the living room
An old piano
Sometimes it don't seem so bad
To settle down with a good woman
Leave this lonely life behind
Forever, and ever

Longtime sunshine
Longtime sunshine upon me

Sometimes I wanna get in a car
Close my eyes and drive real fast
Keep on going till I get some place
Where I can truly rest

Longtime sunshine
Longtime sunshine upon me
 
Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,463
Hello, it's me
I've thought about us for a long long time
Maybe I think too much but something's wrong
There's something here, doesn't last too long
Maybe I shouldn't think of you as mine

Seeing you or seeing anything as much I do you
I take for granted that you're always there
I take for granted that you just don't care
Sometimes I can't help seeing all the way through

It's important to me
That you know you are free
'Cause I never want to make you change for me
Think of me

You know that I'd be with you if I could
I'll come around to see you once in a while
Or if I ever need a reason to smile
And spend the night if you think I should

It's important to me
That you know you are free
'Cause I never want to make you change for me
Think of me

Think of me
You, you know that I'd be with you if I could
Come around to see you once in a while
Or if I ever need a reason to smile
And spend the night if you think I should
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,214
Baton Rouge, Louisiana; Indianapolis, Indiana
And Columbus is the capital of Ohio
There's Montgomery, Alabama, south of Helena, Montana
Then there's Denver, Colorado, under
Boise, Idaho.

Texas has Austin, then we go north
To Massachusetts' Boston, and Albany, New York
Tallahassee, Florida, and Washington DC.
Santa Fe, New Mexico, and Nashville, Tennessee.

Elvis used to hang out there a lot, you know.

Trenton's in New Jersey, north of Jefferson, Missouri
You've got Richmond in Virginia; South Dakota has Pierre
Harrisburg's in Pennsylvania and Augusta's up in Maine
And here is Providence, Rhode Island next to Dover, Delaware.

Concord, New Hampshire, just a quick jaunt
To Montpelier, which is up in Vermont
Hartford's in Connecticut, so pretty in the fall and
Kansas has Topeka; Minnesota has St Paul.

Juneau's in Alaska and there's Lincoln in Nebraska
And it's Raleigh out in North Carolina and then
There's Madison, Wisconsin, and Olympia in Washington
Phoenix, Arizona, and Lansing, Michigan.

Here's Honolulu; Hawaii's a joy
Jackson, Mississippi, and Springfield, Illinois
South Carolina with Columbia down the way
And Annapolis in Maryland on Chesapeake Bay.

They have wonderful clam chowder.

Cheyenne is in Wyoming and perhaps you make your home in
Salt Lake City out in Utah, where the Buffalo roam
Atlanta's down in Georgia, and there's Bismarck, North Dakota
And you can live in Frankfort in your old Kentucky home.

Salem in Oregon; from there we join
Little Rock in Arkansas; Iowa's got Des Moines
Sacramento, California; Oklahoma and its city
Charleston, West Virginia, and Nevada, Carson City.

That's all the capitals, there are!
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,463
some people say my love cannot be true
please believe me, my love, and i'll show you
i will give you those things you thought unreal
the sun, the moon, the stars all bear my seal

follow me now and you will not regret
leaving the life you led before we met
you are the first to have this love of
forever with me 'till the end of time

Your love for me has just got to be real
before you know the way i'm going to feel
i'm going to feel
i'm going to feel

now i have you with me, under my power
our love grows stronger now with every hour
look into my eyes, you will see who i am
my name is lucifer, please take my hand
 
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SamwiseGamgee

Member
Jul 21, 2024
13
A verse from NF - HOPE
Theme: Finding purpose in suffering

Growing pain's a necessary evil
Difficult to go through, yes, but beneficial
Some would say having a mental breakdown is a negative thing
Which on one hand, I agree with
On the other hand, it was the push I needed
To get help and start the healing process, see
If I'd have never hit rock bottom
Would I be the person that I am today?
I don't believe so
I'm a prime example of what happens when you choose to not accept defeat and face your demons
Took me thirty years to realize that if you want to get the opportunity
To be the greatest version of yourself
Sometimes you got to be someone you're not to hear the voice of reason
Having kids will make you really take a step back and look in the mirror
At least for me that's what it did
 
sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,015
Ooh, it's just me, myself and I
Solo ride until I die
'Cause I got me for life (Yeah)
Ooh, I don't need a hand to hold
Even when the night is cold
I got that fire in my soul (Ah)

And as far as I can see, I just need privacy
Plus a whole lot of tree, fuck all this modesty
I just need space to do me
Give the world what they're tryna see
A Stella Maxwell right beside of me
A Ferrari, I'm buyin' three
A closet of Saint Laurent, get what I want when I want
'Cause this hunger is drivin' me, yeah
I just need to be alone, I just need to be at home
Understand what I'm speakin' on
If time is money I need a loan
But regardless I'll always keep keepin' on
Fuck fake friends!
We don't take L's, we just make M's
While y'all follow, we just make trends
I'm right back to work when that break ends, yeah

Ooh, it's just me, myself and I
Solo ride until I die
'Cause I got me for life (Got me for life, yeah)
Ooh, I don't need a hand to hold
Even when the night is cold
I got that fire in my soul

I don't need anything (Yeah) to get me through the night
Except the beat that's in my heart
Yeah, it's keepin' me alive (Keeps me alive)
I don't need anything to make me satisfied (You know)
'Cause the music does me good
And it gets me every time (Every time)

Yeah, and I don't like talkin' to strangers
So get the fuck off me, I'm anxious
I'm tryna be cool, but I may just go apeshit
Say "Fuck y'all!" to all of y'all faces
It changes though now that I'm famous
Everyone knows how this lifestyle is dangerous
But I love it, the rush is amazin'
Celebrate nightly and everyone rages
I found how to cope with my angers
I'm swimmin' in money
Swimmin' in liquor, my liver is muddy
But it's all good, I'm still sippin' this bubbly
This shit is lovely, this shit ain't random, I didn't get lucky
Made it right here 'cause I'm sick with it, cuddy
They all take the money for granted
But don't want to work for it — tell me now, isn't it funny? (Nah)

Ooh, it's just me, myself and I
Solo ride until I die
'Cause I got me for life (Got me for life, yeah)
Ooh, I don't need a hand to hold
Even when the night is cold
I got that fire in my soul

I don't need anything (Yeah) to get me through the night
Except the beat that's in my heart
Yeah, it's keepin' me alive (Keeps me alive)
I don't need anything to make me satisfied (You know)
'Cause the music does me good
And it gets me every time

Like, ba-ba-ba-ba-da-ba
Ba-ba-ba-da-ba (Yeah)
Ba-ba-ba-ba-da-ba
Ba-ba-ba-da-ba
Ba-ba-ba-ba-da-ba
Ba-ba-ba-da-ba
'Cause the music does me good
And it gets me every time
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,214
Can you see?
The sun is shining on me.
It makes me feel so free,
So alive
It makes me want to survive.
And the sky
It makes me feel so high.
The bad times pass me by
Cause today
Is gonna be a brighter day.

Can you feel the sunshine?
Does it brighten up your day?
Don't you feel that sometimes
You just need to run away
Reach out for the sunshine
Forget about the rain
Just think about the good times
And they will come back again.

Without you
There's nothing for me to do.
Can you feel the sunshine too?
It's coming through,
It makes me feel brand new.
When you're here,
I wish you always near.
Cause everything's so clear
And today
It's gonna be a brighter day.

Can you feel the sunshine?
Does it brighten up your day?
Don't you feel that sometimes
You just need to run away.
Reach out for the sunshine
Forget about your pain
Just think about the good times
And they will come back again.

When the sun goes down
I feel like I am waiting
For another day
When the clouds go away
Can you feel it?
 
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Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,463
We are secrets to each other
Each one's life a novel
No-one else has read
Even joined in bonds of love
We're linked to one another
By such slender threads

We are planets to each other
Drifting in our orbits
To a brief eclipse
Each of us a world apart
Alone and yet together
Like two passing ships

Just between us
I think it's time for us to recognize
The differences we sometimes feared to show
Just between us
I think it's time for us to realize
The spaces in between
Leave room
For you and I to grow
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,015
Yeah, oh

I got that burning warning sound
Running away from the drooling wolves
Shaking up this place, entangling up your heart
There is a jumbled mess (Huh, burn it)
I can only breathe, my senses can't be fooled, let's put our hands on our heads
Take the phobia with my name, hurry up
There's no hope, I can't write regrets
I'm sorry, I was born with nasty nature


You wanna know? I'm on fire
Don't cross the line, don't intrude
Let's keep it for real
The sound of warning

You're gonna see your terrifier
Feeling right now, now you feel it's going on

I'll find you, danger
Danger


Rugged look
My body is getting hot
It's about to explode
The heart is overdriving
(Woah, woah, oh-oh-oh)
Don't open it inside me
Another me is about to come out
This is my sector one


I won't say it twice, warning
Don't wake me up, the monster inside me
A big accident that I can't prevent
Trying to stealthily run away
Don't try it, never
You can't handle it, game over
(Ooh)
That's your big mistake
Better run 'cause I'm the outlaw


Yeah, yeah, haha
Give me, give me that, give me, hit it, bang, run it, run it back
I do it as I please, play my way, disobey (Huh)
Du-du, gunshot, it's about time
Cheeky with a reason between fake gimmicks
I raise my eyes in the fierce atmosphere
Entangle my body at the border between temptation and reason
On my way, don't move, I can only get you there
Don't be nervous in the dark, uh


Rugged eyes
My body is getting hot
It's about to explode
The heart is overdriving
(Woah, woah, oh-oh-oh)
Don't open it inside me
Another me is about to come out
This is my sector one


I won't say it twice, warning
Don't wake me up, the monster inside me (Yeah, my monster)
A big accident that I can't prevent
Trying to stealthily run away (Woah, woah)
Don't try it, never
You can't handle it, game over
(Ooh)
That's your big mistake
Better run 'cause I'm the outlaw


Wave the white flag (Oh-oh-oh)
There are no rules in the jungle, yeah
Na

Run far away (Woah-oh, woah)
Your prayers are useless (Woah-oh-oh)
There are no rules here
Welcome to the Outlaw (this is mine)

I won't say it twice, warning (Woah)
Don't wake me up, the monster inside me (this is mine)
A big accident that I can't prevent
Trying to sneakily run away (This is mine)
Never try (Oh, woah)
You can't handle it, game over (this is mine)
That's your big mistake
Better run 'cause I'm the outlaw
 
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sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,015
Mm-day, mm-day, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Mm-day, mm-day, oh

The light in my deserted heart (Hala, hala)
Reflected in a broken mirror
The desire in my eyes is disappearing
Further down, down
The pouring rain falls and presses on my head (Presses)
I try my best to climb up somehow (use my strength)
I'm suffocating, I can't even count the sacrifices
I'm falling endlessly (I'm still falling down)

Heaven's door
Is getting farther and farther away
Mm-day, mm-day, oh

What do I have to be sick for?
Am I one out of countless people why?
Who am I to blame?
I can still hear it, keep your head down
Oh-oh
I'm out of breath here every day
Oh-oh
I can't escape it

Yeah, yeah
Broken lights, panic (Panic)
Tied up in chains
You could be my doll
Defeated in the day of desire
Pop, pop
Forced knock, back, defeat
Shake into the waves down, down
The wind's pressure wraps around (Hoo)
Hey, save me here, help me (Woah)
Hold my hand, hold me (Woah)
Water, water keeps drying up, I'm thirsty
My body won't even make a bad sound (Ayy)
Into the depths
I'm in danger of disappearing
Can you remember
Even if it is this scream of death

Heaven's door
Is getting farther and farther away
Mm-day, mm-day, oh

What do I have to be sick for?
Am I one out of countless people why?
Who am I to blame?
I can still hear it, keep your head down
Oh-oh
I'm out of breath here every day
Oh-oh
I can't escape it

The gesture of despair tempts me
As if I could run away
Run away, run away, far away
I can't take it anymore
Mayday, mayday, mayday
Fade out, fade out, fade out
Why are you doing this to me
I want to live (Hey)

What do I have to be sick for?
Am I one out of countless people why?
Who am I to blame?
I can still hear it, keep your head down
Oh-oh
I'm out of breath here every day
Oh-oh
I can't escape it

Oh-oh (Everyday)
Out of breath here every day (Out of breath, now)
Oh-oh (Hey)
Can't escape
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,214
(Yeah)

Pack your bags 'cause we got no reason to lay low
What was my line?
Fuck it!
Two, three, go!

Sing!

La-la-la

You always said I'd be a disappointment
That I'd be nothing and I'd probably lose it all (probably lose it all)
You thought that I would trip and fall
But you'll never see me beg or crawl

Can't take it, won't fake it, punch a hole through the wall, try to break it
Can't change it, rearrange it, so I guess that I'll just have to face it
This is bloody knuckles and I'll show you how to play
It's the only way to escape from all the pain, yeah!

We bought a one-way ticket 'cause we're sick of it all
Pack your bags, we're going
At the bottom, but we got no reason to lay low
Like you care anyway, no

Here, take one last breath
You take all you can 'til there's nothing left
We'll never do what you say, no
Until we drop dead, never let go!

Another day, another disappointment
My head is tripping, might as well just slip away
You all think I'm crazy anyway
You all think I'm crazy!

Won't give in, never fit in, it's a knife in the back that you twist in
You dig in, don't pretend, I'm already down, but you keep on pushing
Life is a fight, but you don't ever fight fair
Beat us to the ground, but we will never stay there

We bought a one-way ticket 'cause we're sick of it all
Pack your bags we're going
At the bottom, but we got no reason to lay low
Like you care anyway, no

Here, take one last breath
You take all you can 'til there's nothing left
We'll never do what you say, no
Until we drop dead, never let go!

(I won't give in)
(I won't give in)

I won't give in, never fit in
It's a knife in the back that you twist in
This is bloody knuckles, I'll show you how to play
It's the only way to escape from all the pain
Away from all this pain

We bought a one-way ticket 'cause we're sick of it all
Pack your bags we're going
At the bottom, but we got no reason to lay low
Like you care anyway, no

Here, take one last breath
You take all you can 'til there's nothing left
We'll never do what you say, no
Until we drop dead, never let go!

 
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sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,015
Calling me
Do that, okay, go ahead
You feel dangerous
On the off chance
Come and show me what you're betting
One action, bet everything on it
One, two, three, four face it, faster
Try each other's destiny
Who owns the Goddess Smile?


You know what? These are the rules right here
You think about tomorrow, oops, yeah
It means you won't be able to handle it
It means we only live for today


Pop it like it's hot, the flame is burning
Show me what you got, start spinning, roulette
Hands up in the air, now, stop it
I told you not to stand out, you know what I mean


Put everything on the line and shoot, right now
Final round with fate on the line
If you want to run away, then run away
Ain't nobody mess with Django, call me Django
Pre-determined scenario
You can't control me
'Cause I just live today, don't care about a thing
Call me Django


The loss of bank balance

Shake it off, clap your hands, and agree (Hey)
I create the culture, I plan your move

(Hey)
My chess game at the end of this century will be trouble (Up)
As the beat gets bigger, I'll pop it like a bubble, huh
Woah, woah, woah, woah, ah hot, blow up, up, up (Yeah)
There is no middle ground, get rid of the inside pain, inside, inside (Yeah)
I cannot wait, I can't help it, even for half a penny
Your period is my charge forward, uh, yeah, that's how you end


You know what? These are the rules right here
You think about tomorrow, oops, yeah
It means you won't be able to handle it
It means we only live for today


Pop it like it's hot, the flame is burning
Show me what you got, start spinning, roulette
One, two, you
Be strong, tight, ayy


Put everything on the line and shoot, right now
Final round with fate on the line
If you want to run away, then run away
Ain't nobody mess with Django, call me Django
Pre-determined scenario
You can't control me
'Cause I just live today, don't care about a thing
Call me Django


Run, better run (Oh, you)
You'd better run (Oh, no)
I'll take it all
*I can't stop it, no one*
On the game board, playing drums and drums
I'll show up like Underdog, untie your leash, and chew you up, Django
Not okay, time's up, run away or die young
Last adios, this is my way, Django
Kill it
(Hey, yeah)

Bra-ta-ta-ta
I can hardly stand it (Hey, yeah, hey, yeah, hey, yeah, hey, yeah)
Bra-ta-ta-ta, bra-ta-ta-ta
I'm a lone gunman, bang, bang, bang, bang


D-J-A-N-G-O (Watch out)
Get out of the way, all of you (Ooh)
I am the one who has no tomorrow (Oh, yeah, oh, yeah)
Sunset Outlaw (Yeah)
D-J-A-N-G-O (Oh, woah, oh, woah)
Get out of the way, all of you (Ow)
I am the one who has no tomorrow
Outlaw of the sun(Hands Up)
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,463
Oh, mirror in the sky, what is love?
Can the child within my heart rise above?
Can I sail through the changin' ocean tides?
Can I handle the seasons of my life?
Mmm

Well, I've been 'fraid of changin'
'Cause I've built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Even children get older
And I'm gettin' older, too

Well, I've been 'fraid of changin'
'Cause I've built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Even children get older
And I'm gettin' older, too
I'm gettin' older, too

Ah, take my love, take it down
Oh, climb a mountain and turn around
And if you see my reflection in the snow covered hills
Well, the landslide will bring it down
And if you see my reflection in the snow covered hills
Well, the landslide will bring it down
Oh, the landslide will bring it down
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,214
Subarashii chinchin mono
Kintama no kami aru
Sore no oto, sarubobo?
Iie! Ninja ga imasu

HEY HEY LET'S GO! Kenka suru
Taisetsu na mono wo
PROTECT MY BALLS
Boku ga warui so let's fighting
LET'S FIGHTING LOVE
LET'S FIGHTING LOVE

Kono uta, chotto baka
Wake ga wakaranai
Eigo ga mechakucha
Daijōbu, we do it all the time!
HEY HEY LET'S GO! Kenka suru
Taisetsu na mono wo
PROTECT MY BALLS
Boku ga warui so let's fighting
LET'S FIGHTING LOVE
LET'S FIGHTING LOVE
 
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sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,015
Will-o' the-wisp, babe
Oh, baby, it's blue flame
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,015
In the city where darkness falls
The lights are dancing a dance of chaos
Colorful neon signs
The empty eyes which hover in them


I am crushed by the silence falling like a veil
Only the silence of the lost souls that were taken away (No way)
I'm getting numb as if I'm paralyzed
Oh-na
(Oh-na), oh-na

Fix on
No one seems to have disappeared
It won't disappear
Seems to have been forgotten, here
But I can't forget it
As if it's chained
Like a dancing puppet
I don't feel anymorе

I can't feel anything in this place, full of lies
This is a frozen night whеre everyone is asleep
I wanna feel alive (Ooh)
Don't wanna stay in the dark (Ah)
This place where no one will be sad is full of lies
*A night when no one smiles, this is a frozen night*
I wanna feel alive (Ooh)
Don't wanna stay in the dark (Ah)

He-he-he
The gaze has become drunk
In the light that lost its path
It spins and spins around, falling down (Go)
This whipping I am used to, even though it leads me but no pain
Blue blood, red tears, my existence itself is a doubt
The existence itself is doubtful, life has lost its meaning
It's inevitable, but I'm still asking for the answerLost in a black and white photo studio

Who am I? I, my, my, mine

I am crushed by the silence falling like a veil (Everything I lost)
Only the silence of the lost souls that were taken away (No way)
I'm getting numb as if I'm paralyzed
Oh-na
(Oh-na), oh-na

So, tell me, where do we go?
Manipulated the sky
Manipulated stars
Manipulated time
Tell me the truth


I can't feel anything in this place, full of lies
This is a frozen night where everyone asleep
I wanna feel alive (Ooh)
Don't wanna stay in the dark (Don't wanna stay)
This place where no one will be sad is full of lies
*A night when no one smiles, this is a frozen night*
I wanna feel alive (Oh, feel alive)
Don't wanna stay in the dark (Stay in the dark)

Harmonious streets where nothing blooms
The clock hand stopped because it lost its meaning
Future and past, consumable feelings
Slowly becoming dull in this controlled reality
The lies billow like smoke, it only spreads even more, ah

This is under the world where no one escapes (No, no, no)
The carnival of lies that has covered up the sun (Oh-oh)
I wanna feel alive (Ooh)
Don't wanna stay in the dark (Ah)
No one will be sad in this place, its full of lies (Sick of the lies)
*A night when no one smiles, this is a frozen night*
I wanna feel alive (Just wanna feel alive)
Don't wanna stay in the dark (Stay, stay in the dark)
 
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Mirrory Me

Mirrory Me

"More then your eyes can see..."
Mar 23, 2023
1,163
(In the dark)
(In the dark)

Oh, I've done it again
Dug a little deep and it's all caved in
Now I free fall in a black hole
I know I'm getting warm 'cause I feel so cold

But I'm looking on the bright side now
Tryna figure out somehow
(None of this is real, no)
It's looking like I write off now
I think we need to talk like now

So, don't swear to God. He never asked you
It's not His heart you drove a knife through
It's not His world you turned inside out
Not His tears still rolling down
Jesus Christ! You're so damn cold
Don't you know you've lost control?
Forget about the things you think I know
No secrets, you can't keep me
(In the dark)
(In the dark)

Deathblow, look at you go
Brought a T-62 to a Rodeo
So tall it broke the fourth wall
Guess my fairy tale has a few plot holes

Well, I'm looking on the bright side now
Tryna figure out somehow
(None of this is real, no)
You can give the act up now
Yeah, go ahead and take a bow

So, don't swear to God. He never asked you
It's not His heart you drove a knife through
It's not His world you turned inside out
Not His tears still rolling down
Jesus Christ! You're so damn cold
Don't you know you've lost control?
Forget about the things you think I know
No secrets, you can't keep me
(In the dark)
(In the dark)
No secrets, you can't keep me
(In the dark)
(In the dark)

I'm not looking for salvation
Just a little faith in anyone or anything
I'm not looking for salvation
Just a little faith in anyone or anything
I'm not looking for salvation
Just a little faith in anyone or anything
('Cause it's all come caving in)
I'm not looking for salvation
Just a little faith in anyone or anything
(And it's time I knew you, so)

Don't swear to God. He never asked you
It's not His heart you drove a knife through
It's not His world you turned inside out
Not His tears still rolling down
Jesus Christ! You're so damn cold
Don't you know you've lost control?
Forget about the things you think I know
No secrets, you can't keep me
(In the dark)

Don't swear to God. He never asked you
It's not His heart you drove a knife through
(In the dark)
It's not His world you turned inside out
(So look me in the eye right now)
Not His tears still rolling down
Jesus Christ! You're so damn cold
Don't you know you've lost control?
Forget about the things you think I know
No secrets, you can't keep me
(In the dark)

Don't swear to God. He never asked you (Oh no)
It's not His heart you drove a knife through (Oh no)
It's not His world you turned inside out (Oh no)
(So look me in the eye right now)
Not His tears still rolling down (You're so damn cold)
Jesus Christ! You're so damn cold (You're so damn cold)
Don't you know you've lost control? (Oh)
Forget about the things you think I know (Oh)
No secrets, you can't keep me
(In the dark)
(In the dark)
No secrets, you can't keep me
(In the dark)
(In the dark)
(In the dark)​
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,015
Oh, light
Oh, light
Oh, light
Be the light, oh, Halazia

Oh, no, everything has become barren, ooh, yeah
We all try but we lose emotion
Getting used to the feeling of losing
Getting paralyzed
In shackled freedom (Yeah)
A small fantasy within me
Oh, Halazia, Halazia, Halazia


I want to hear
The sound of love's breath
I want to know
If it's okay this way

Mm, the little blue bird that lost its voice
I can hear the whispers
The beginnings of a deep echo
The voice that will overturn the world


Hala-hala-hala-hala-halazia
Hala-hala-hala-hala-halazia
Hala-hala-hala-hala-halazia
Hala-hala-hala-hala-halazia

I can't feel what it's like to be alive
Even now, in this momеnt
Color this infinitely cold world
Be the light, oh, Halazia


Plеase let me take real breaths
Let me dance a real dance
Let me dream a real dream and
Let me feel all these senses
Even love has been swallowed up
When waves are made
Here in this place
This movement that will last forever
Who are you?
Uh, it's just me, myself and I
Who are you?
Who are you reflected in the mirror?
Who are you?
Behind this road lies expectations within expectations
Where do I stand among the next and future generations?


I want to hear
The sound of love's breath (Just tell me your)
I want to know
If it's okay this way
(Oh-oh-oh)
Mm, the little blue bird that's lost its voice
I can hear the whispers
The beginnings of a deep echo
The voice that will overturn the world


Hala-hala-hala-hala-halazia
Hala-hala-hala-hala-halazia
Hala-hala-hala-hala-halazia
Hala-hala-hala-hala-halazia

I can't feel what it's like to be alive
Even now, in this moment
Color this infinitely cold world
Be the light, oh, Halazia


The truth hidden in fear
Blooms beyond that
*Distinctly beyond there*
What have we been so silent for?
Who are we in the darkness for?
If one wish could be realized, would you grant me the light?
For hot passion instead of cold despair

I want to feel

Be the light, oh, Halazia
No more, keep control
Halazia
No more, keep your soul
Halazia
No more, keep control
Halazia
Clear the darkness, oh, Halazia

Halazia
Be the light, oh, Halazia
 
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W3akCr3atur3

Empty and hollow
Aug 3, 2020
359
Suffer not through veins which never bleed
But by the vacuous instinct
Hope has diminished without fear or hesitance

Sever
Repent and sever
The unspoken

With each obscuring of horror
Into the endless downward spiral
Hold to the edge of loss
Merciless and final is the verdict

At its core it's bereft of all strength

Pain can't end

Sever
Repent and sever
The unspoken

Last momеnts until the erosion
When thе misery will compound
With the tightening of each breath
And the fog now descending

The execution of omnipotence
The divinity to become
The supine inflicted with one more tragedy
The apostasy of the unspoken

Cutting the throat of God

The passage to atonement has vanished
True repentance was never in reach

Stricken down through compulsion
Starved of the world

Cutting the throat of God
 
Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,214
Maybe I'm Fucked
Or all outta luck
Maybe this is chemical.
Am I out of line?
Or out of my mind?
I'm never neurotypical.

Should I get too high when I'm down
Or stay six feet in the ground?
I'm all out of luck
So I guess I'm just Fucked!

I might just be beyond repair
Or maybe I was born this way
I thought that I'd be better now
But then I fall back down the drain

I'm accepting
That maybe I'm fucked or all out of luck
Or maybe this is chemical
Am I out of line
Or out of my mind?
I'm never neurotypical.

Should I get too high when I'm down?
Or stay six feet in the ground?
I'm all out of luck
So I guess I'm just fucked.

I finally feel alive today
But I bet I won't tonight
Whiplash from all the highs and lows
I would kill to bе alright

Bedridden sick insomniac
Self-mеdicated maniac
When do I have to face the facts?
The honest truth is

Maybe I'm fucked or all out of luck
Maybe I'm a narcissist (Maybe I'm a narcissist)
A subtle insane with no one to blame
Am I a result of this? (Am I a result of this?)
A result of everything telling me what I'm supposed to be?
Get me out of this rut, 'cause I don't wanna say

I'm fucked or all out of luck
Maybe this is chemical
Am I out of line or out of my mind?
I'm never neurotypical.

Should I get too high when I'm down
Or stay six feet in the ground?
I'm all out of luck

So I guess I'm just fucked
 
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