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Apr 24, 2023
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i don't really have anything to say

i always come here for comfort but i'm not really sure how i'll find it. it's frustrating

it's all such a hassle to think about. i wish i could just quietly lie down and never wake up

i recently found a movie i watched when i was a kid that made me feel very unsettling. it was called the dark crystal? or something. it was made with these grotesque looking puppets and it never left my memory, even though i have so few of my childhood. i planned on watching it again but everytime i got on my computer i sorta forgot about it and got to doing something else

i've been reviewing a lot of things from my childhood recently, trying to remember who i am. even though all those memories are mine, they feel very distant from me.

i still feel like i just recently became aware of this world, like a newborn.

i'm tired
still, i'm glad i found a place like this in the internet. i feel less alone here.
 
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