Quit while I’m ahead?

[3FailedAttemptss]

So I recently just got a boyfriend <3<3<3<3 It's almost been a month. And I feel so amazing when I'm with him. Like I feel so great. I love him so much to no end.

But I crash so fucking hard when I whenever he leaves. And I don't know. It just makes me want to kill myself even more??? It's like good things never last forever. He's gonna drop me eventually and when he does I'm gonna kill myself, so why bother waiting until he drops me? Why not just kill myself now? Even though things are all fine and dandy. Yeah, it's just I know I'm gonna kill myself when he drops me and he has to drop me, like there's no way he's gonna love me forever and ever and ever. Yeah, I don't know.

Good things never last and I'm just tempted to quit while I'm ahead.

 

[SASU-KE]

You have a good thing going. Enjoy it while it lasts. You're not necessarily wrong in thinking it won't last forever. Most relationships don't.

But see the relationship through.I hope it's long and fruitful.Some of them do end up that way as well.

 

[Knives_14]

I'm happy for you! I think you're thinking too much ahead, although i understand why you would do so.
When we are aware of all the bullshit we carry we tend to give the future outcome for granted but… it's not always like that!

Enjoy your new relationship and try keep composure when he's gone, you are in the most beautiful moment of a relationship and you deserve to enjoy it as much as you can =]

Congratz op! =]

Edit: typo, english is not my first language sry =p