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a Fawns death

a Fawns death

Stupid Drunk
Feb 13, 2026
16
Haiii yall loveleyyy people. i have a question... i have medications i was wondering if ou guys knew if i created a yummy combination if it would help me ctb or js fuck me up for life

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-Amoxicillin
-Lots of acetaminophen
-hella ibuprofen
-usual cabinet medication

planning to crush some meds and mix it with bourbon get blackout drunk and see what happens.
 
ZwartHartje

ZwartHartje

Member
May 5, 2026
99
Agreed, they won't; at best/worst they may cause liver damage. It's really not that easy.
When I was about 14 I tried to CTB with a variety of different sleeping pills, about 60 in total.
Vomited. Then hallucinated. Then came home in the morning and couldn't remember where I'd been. That was all that happened.
 
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isthisthingon

Specialist
May 16, 2026
391
I wish this was a way. Passing out and calling it a life would be so much easier and less painful.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
1,327


This is why it's so important to read all the pinned threads here. You've had all the answers right at your fingertips ever since you joined.
 
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a Fawns death

a Fawns death

Stupid Drunk
Feb 13, 2026
16


This is why it's so important to read all the pinned threads here. You've had all the answers right at your fingertips ever since you joined.
i have opioids. would those work?
 
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adamantc

Student
Mar 29, 2026
127
i have opioids. would those work?
Which ones? Generally avoid all opioids compounded with other substances, and those weaker than morphine. You need about 600-800mg of morphine to reliably overdose.
 
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