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ayayaaya

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Apr 21, 2026
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1) how long will it take to kill me? how would it feel?
2) how do you produce this? do you just grab 5 spoonfuls of it and disolve it on a cup of water and then drink it?
3) what are the dangers of it? in like what would abort it. if its only nausea im a pro at that i win those
4) just in case, is there any other alternate method i should consider? ive seen a forum that has other methods in it but i cant find it (edit: found it), and i thought asking this openly would be helpful. ive also seen something about "Nembutal" and id like to ask what it is, how its method works and how it compares to SN
 
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geepeedee

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Feb 24, 2026
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it takes about an hour to four hours to kill, but you'll be unconscious for most of it. symptoms vary but include nausea, dizziness, drowsiness, heavy limbs, and tinnitus. you can only abort by having methylene blue administered by emergency services. the recommended dose is 25g in 50ml of water.

nembutal is a barbituate that isn't available anymore, but it's supposed to be the gold standard in painless methods.
 
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anxiousdweller

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Apr 10, 2026
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1) how long will it take to kill me? how would it feel?
2) how do you produce this? do you just grab 5 spoonfuls of it and disolve it on a cup of water and then drink it?
3) what are the dangers of it? in like what would abort it. if its only nausea im a pro at that i win those
4) just in case, is there any other alternate method i should consider? ive seen a forum that has other methods in it but i cant find it (edit: found it), and i thought asking this openly would be helpful. ive also seen something about "Nembutal" and id like to ask what it is, how its method works and how it compares to SN
You will probably go unconscious at around 10-12 minutes suppose you use the correct way to do it but i think it depends per person
 
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ayayaaya

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Apr 21, 2026
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it takes about an hour to four hours to kill, but you'll be unconscious for most of it. symptoms vary but include nausea, dizziness, drowsiness, heavy limbs, and tinnitus. you can only abort by having methylene blue administered by emergency services. the recommended dose is 25g in 50ml of water.

nembutal is a barbituate that isn't available anymore, but it's supposed to be the gold standard in painless methods.
i seeeeee. thank you greatly
would like to know tho how to measure 25g without any instruments (cause i have none). was my 5 spoonfuls of it guess correct?
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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i seeeeee. thank you greatly
would like to know tho how to measure 25g without any instruments (cause i have none). was my 5 spoonfuls of it guess correct?
This is not a method to half-ass.
Unless you have everything necessary, (including measuring spoons that measure in grams or a scale), you will not be ready to proceed.
And the dose depends on your weight. As you can see in the table below, 25g is recommended only if you're 220lbs.
Nebutal is not obtainable anymore, it hasn't been in a very long time.
Spend more time familiarizing yourself with the site before making any final decisions.

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Mar 28, 2026
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1) how long will it take to kill me? how would it feel?
2) how do you produce this? do you just grab 5 spoonfuls of it and disolve it on a cup of water and then drink it?
3) what are the dangers of it? in like what would abort it. if its only nausea im a pro at that i win those
4) just in case, is there any other alternate method i should consider? ive seen a forum that has other methods in it but i cant find it (edit: found it), and i thought asking this openly would be helpful. ive also seen something about "Nembutal" and id like to ask what it is, how its method works and how it compares to SN
1. to fully kill you, 40 minutes to even 6-8 hours. it wont feel good but if you dose properly you wont be "conscious" for it long, but its a kinda violent looking death from the outside.
2. measure out your dose, measure your amount of water (room temp or warm), combine and mix until its all mixxed together (no clumps)
3. it can be easily reversed with methylene blue if you regret and call services you can be saved with no long term damage. but still you can die even if they try to save you...
4. just do what you think is best for you. what you can afford, what you want your body to be found like, etc. wish you the best
 
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