TAW122
Emissary of the right to die.
- Aug 30, 2018
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Over the years, even prior to joining SaSu in 2018, I have been periods of wanting to die and while there are pleasant moments, they are fleeting at best, and I have never really had times where I am like "I love life" or anything that, even on the best days. This is due to the fact that I see the world for what it is and how it is in general, so I know for a fact, that my time is drawing nearer. I have always battled things worse than CTB, the suckiness of life, and what not, and I know for a fact, that when I CTB, it would be better for humanity (as a whole), for me own peace, and ultimately, the end of the shit show of sentience, life, existence.
During the years of 2019 (a very pivotal year for me, and also the last pre-pandemic year), I have always wanted to die, and there are more times where I oftenly regret not being dead in 2019. Sure, I'd miss many milestones and short fleeting pleasures in the last three or so years, but that wouldn't matter once I'm gone. Therefore, I will be give it an solid 9, due to the fact that I cannot predict the future and circumstances that (could) come..
During the years of 2019 (a very pivotal year for me, and also the last pre-pandemic year), I have always wanted to die, and there are more times where I oftenly regret not being dead in 2019. Sure, I'd miss many milestones and short fleeting pleasures in the last three or so years, but that wouldn't matter once I'm gone. Therefore, I will be give it an solid 9, due to the fact that I cannot predict the future and circumstances that (could) come..
