Help Purchasing SN

[zeroambition]

I finally found someone who ships SN to my country but I don't want to ctb until my mother passes away which could be up to 30 years from now. I want to purchase the SN and store it away incase it gets harder to obtain in the future but will it still be good quality in 30 years time?

 

[SinisterKid]

No, it wont last that long. As it is mainly used in food production, I dont think you will have any problems getting it in another 25-30 years.

 

[Meant2Die]

I really doubt it

 

[AnxiouslyDepressed]

i'm still trying to find someone who will actually send the SN rather than taking the money and ghosting

 

[eSpJon]

You can buy it ever 2 years since its cheap assuming it will still be available for commercial use

 

[imstillhungry]

I've seen loads of posts about putting off ctb, but never for this long lol. Hopefully in 30 years you'll have found a reason to stay. Also by that time even if SN is no longer easy to get hold of, I'm sure there will be new methods

 

[mediocre]

I wouldn't rely on it lasting 30 years. That's a very long time.

 

[eSpJon]

never understood this love for parents, afterall they brought you here

 

[zeroambition]

Thanks for replying. I will probably use exit bag if it is hard to obtain because argon is easy to purchase from a welding supply store.

 

[lymbo]

why u want to ctb. l never heard of person postpondyng theyr death for after 30 years haha
zeroambition
wll be the longest tlme memeber of SS

 

[Darkhaven]

My seller told me that his SN, if left unopened, would last 5 years.
Because it's cheap, you can, maybe, buy every 2 years or something and keep refreshing your stock.
Something to think about.

 

[zeroambition]

why u want to ctb. l never heard of person postpondyng theyr death for after 30 years haha
zeroambition
wll be the longest tlme memeber of SS

I'm ugly and I absolutely HATE working because I'm thickheaded & dumb but I'm also very self conscious of it so I notice when people make fun of me, treat me different etc. I would rather die than struggle to support a life I don't want. I want to wait until my mother passes because we have a very strong bond and when she passes I won't be able to live on with a broken heart. I don't want to wait potentially 30 years but I will because I'm not breaking my mother's heart.

 

[lymbo]

how old are u? how old ys your mom?

 

[zeroambition]

how old are u? how old ys your mom?

I'm 19 and she's 51

 

[lymbo]

I'm 19 and she's 51

u had any jobs?

 

[Morphosis]

I'm ugly and I absolutely HATE working because I'm thickheaded & dumb but I'm also very self conscious of it so I notice when people make fun of me, treat me different etc. I would rather die than struggle to support a life I don't want. I want to wait until my mother passes because we have a very strong bond and when she passes I won't be able to live on with a broken heart. I don't want to wait potentially 30 years but I will because I'm not breaking my mother's heart.

I said something similar to my mum when I was your age, around 24 years ago, that I wasn't sure I would be able to cope if anything happened to her. She gave me a lovely poem, that one that goes "Death is nothing at all... I have only slipped away into the next room... I am waiting for you, somewhere very near..." etc etc. Can't remember it all or word-for-word. Anyway she also said she felt her job as a parent was to help her children become independent and manage their own lives, and that she would feel she had failed at that job if I wasn't able to cope and manage without her. It gave me a different perspective and different way of looking at things.

 

[zeroambition]

u had any jobs?

Meat Processor for 1 year.. Just seeing people driving to work triggers suicidal thoughts

 

[Morphosis]

Meat Processor for 1 year.. Just seeing people driving to work triggers suicidal thoughts

Meat processor.... you might've been able to swipe SN from there lol

 

[zeroambition]

I said something similar to my mum when I was your age, around 24 years ago, that I wasn't sure I would be able to cope if anything happened to her. She gave me a lovely poem, that one that goes "Death is nothing at all... I have only slipped away into the next room... I am waiting for you, somewhere very near..." etc etc. Can't remember it all or word-for-word. Anyway she also said she felt her job as a parent was to help her children become independent and manage their own lives, and that she would feel she had failed at that job if I wasn't able to cope and manage without her. It gave me a different perspective and different way of looking at things.

I've given up on life and have no motivation to get better or make friends. I've talked to her about my plans when she passes and she understands. I talk to her casually about my preferred method, how it works, where I'll do it and what I want done with my body. My sister told my mother she plans to ctb when passes as well which was surprising but also a relief because now my sister knows my plan. I will talk to my sister one day about my plan and how I want her to be live on and be successful without me.

 

[lymbo]

I've given up on life and have no motivation to get better or make friends. I've talked to her about my plans when she passes and she understands. I talk to her casually about my preferred method, how it works, where I'll do it and what I want done with my body. My sister told my mother she plans to ctb when passes as well which was surprising but also a relief because now my sister knows my plan. I will talk to my sister one day about my plan and how I want her to be live on and be successful without me.

father? where u from btw

 

[zeroambition]

father? where u from btw

I'm not close with my father and I'm from New Zealand.

 

[lymbo]

but why u thynk u are ugly?

 

[Throwawaysoul]

How long will it last?

 

[zeroambition]

but why u thynk u are ugly?

Long face syndrome, underdeveloped upper jaw and occipital bun. I've been a mouth breather most of my life and wasted $11,000 on genioplasty surgery but it hasn't helped at all.

 

[Morphosis]

I'm not close with my father and I'm from New Zealand.

Nobody from Australia or New Zealand is ever unattractive. Just listening to the accent makes me go weak at the knees You could look like Frankenstein's monster for all I care as long as you spoke to me with that accent.

 

[ReturnToNothing]

SN is the easy thing to get, it's the pills that help you keep it down that are trouble.

there were some on a certain e-bidding site yesterday but just got taken down :(

 

[zeroambition]

Update: I've decided to buy SN every 2 years and keep refreshing my stock because it's so cheap.