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tylerdurden1

tylerdurden1

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Jul 13, 2024
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im desperate. i work at a dead end job with no future. my father passed away last year and i just found my girl's been cheating on me. i just want to end my misery. i tried hanging but i cant go through with it due to pressure on my eyeballs. i live in a third world country so most methods are not available. what to do
 
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lastwords.com

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Mar 26, 2023
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You just gotta deal with the pain that's all. This comes down to every method, whatever you choose, there's always some kind of pain. It depends on your reason really, if the reason you wanna CTB is strong enough, it'll even out the pain you gotta go through to go with it. It's as simple as that.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand just wanting to be free from all the suffering, to me it always feels so cruel how I cannot just have the option to painlessly die in peace, I really wish it's straightforward to be gone. But anyway I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for, I wish you the best.
 
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tylerdurden1

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Jul 13, 2024
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You just gotta deal with the pain that's all. This comes down to every method, whatever you choose, there's always some kind of pain. It depends on your reason really, if the reason you wanna CTB is strong enough, it'll even out the pain you gotta go through to go with it. It's as simple as that.
thanks! its not the pain that im worried about. i am afraid of failing and ending up in a hospital or worse.
I understand just wanting to be free from all the suffering, to me it always feels so cruel how I cannot just have the option to painlessly die in peace, I really wish it's straightforward to be gone. But anyway I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for, I wish you the best.
thank you very much for the kind words. i hope you find peace too!
 
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babouflo201223

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Easy solutions are not available, unfortunately. The more I read the more I understand that.
 
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AnderDethsky

AnderDethsky

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Oct 19, 2024
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Not without the "help" of the merits of a harsh pseudo-humanistic society, what you are talking about is that an easy death is prohibited for the majority, especially in civilized countries, leaving us simple unfortunates only the most cruel and violent paths, or to expect an accidental heart attack/cerebral stroke, and luckily if in a dream.

Most of the possible ctb, for me so terrible, for example cutting hands or jumping from a height would be so unpleasant for someone in case of failure, what can we say about me, a musician, pianist, guitarist. for me, after deprivation of hands or even minor but permanent damage to them, something precious will die inside me. But that's how,damn ,it was all planned
 
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Nadir

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Sep 11, 2024
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I dont think its that hard, sn is just swallowing stuff. Hanging is just not making the rope like an idiot and kicking the chair. Falling from height is just choosing a good spot and pushing thru si for one moment of courage. They're all simple but take courage. I hope I can.
 

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