psychosis

[heldbyone]

after years of thinking
after countless of EP attacks
after eating my thoughts up
i got a job and went to doctor with my first pay check
i went to second and third doctors
knowing i have psychosis and doing my researches on it makes everything so much harder
i wish i didnt know i wish everything could end with a blink
now i have two jobs i thought being jobless sucks i feel im numb now

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds like you have suffered a lot and it must be so tiring what you have to endure. I'm sorry that you are trapped in this situation. I wish you relief.

 

[heldbyone]

It sounds like you have suffered a lot and it must be so tiring what you have to endure. I'm sorry that you are trapped in this situation. I wish you relief.

im so tired i really just want to rest forever