PSA - DO NOT test-ingest SN

[Carrot]

What I wonder is..

Does your body eventually heal to normal without going to the hospital? Without methylyne blue?

Testing SN is one thing, but attempting and failing for whatever reason (you vomit a lot and accidentely break the other glass), you end up having SN in your body, but not enough to die.

 

[Readytogo246]

yes!

 

[Freedomm]

What I wonder is..

Does your body eventually heal to normal without going to the hospital? Without methylyne blue?

Testing SN is one thing, but attempting and failing for whatever reason (you vomit a lot and accidentely break the other glass), you end up having SN in your body, but not enough to die.

There is an enzyme called methemoglobin reductase in our body, which restores methemoglobin back to hemoglobin, but it does not have time to do this when poisoned. But I also don't really understand what will happen if a person drinks a large dose, but not enough to die.
It is possible that if the percentage of methemoglobin in the body is high, but not sufficient for death, organs will experience oxygen starvation for a long time until the body eliminates methemoglobin. Prolonged oxygen starvation may cause damage to organs, such as the heart.
I'm already thinking about making 4 glasses.

 

[sevennn]

i wish i could do sn...

 

[VioletWitch]

i wish i could do sn...

Why can't you? It's readily available online. Shipping for mine took like a week. Just had to make a business account to buy it, which was just like making an account for anything else.

 

[sevennn]

Why can't you? It's readily available online. Shipping for mine took like a week. Just had to make a business account to buy it, which was just like making an account for anything else.

very relaxed throat muscles. cant hold it in. sometimes i throw up water. so unfortunately cant do sn. but its very available to me. i was thinking about putting it capsules and doing it like that. not sure i can swallow them but might be an idea

 

[hedezev4]

I also conducted my own tests with measurements of heart rate and SpO₂. Here's that post - https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-with-spo-and-heart-rate-observations.215098/

 

[Tomie]

Yup, don't do it.
I took less than 2g of SN, not to die but for self harm purposes.
I did not fast or follow any regimen, took it with water and almost died 4 hours later, ended up in intensive care unit (ICU).
It's been 4 days and my pee is still bright blue thanks to the methylene.
I wouldn't be writing this if my mother didn't wake up.

 

[Freedomm]

Yup, don't do it.
I took less than 2g of SN, not to die but for self harm purposes.
I did not fast or follow any regimen, took it with water and almost died 4 hours later, ended up in intensive care unit (ICU).
It's been 4 days and my pee is still bright blue thanks to the methylene.
I wouldn't be writing this if my mother didn't wake up.

Did you quickly lose consciousness? What symptoms did you experience?

 

[Tomie]

Did you quickly lose consciousness? What symptoms did you experience?

I ingested the SN 2 hours after dinner so around 22:30 then went to bed after getting my night medication (antidepressants). I was reading on my phone or watching videos the whole time until I left my room, I believe around 1:30. I was still awake and just felt a brain fog, nothing else.

I left my room and walked to the kitchen but once there I experienced a very intense vertigo but no loss of consciousness. I was breathing heavy enough for my mom to wake up and ask me what was going on.

I was feeling really weird and started ranting about random stuff I don't even remember about then the ambulance was called. I did not lose consciousness and didn't sleep until 20 hours later in the hospital though I would have if no one intervened. I'd say I would've lost consciousness around 2:30 if i was left alone. I wasn't really kept awake but they gave me oxygen (a lot, I had to manually breathe because it was so much) and just wasn't in a position comfortable enough to sleep + they would take blood tests almost every hour.

The nausea came up around 3:00 and I puked my dinner then blue stuff because of the methylene.

Other symptoms I noticed were my fingers being blue around 2:00 and my heart beating faster. The hospital staff told me I was having trouble breathing but I didn't realize or felt like it so I would guess the « breathing part » of the method indeed is peaceful as I wasn't realizing my breathing was slowing down.

Lastly, just confirming again that I did not take more than 2 grams of SN. I weighed it and the result on the screen was flickering between 0 and 2 grams. I drank it with 350ml of water, taste was very salty and to me would be unbearable if I took more than around 5g of SN.

 

[Lavenia]

Hello, I can share my experience about this as I 'regularly' consume small amounts of SN (I do this to fool doctors to give me medication that I need to ctb, benzo, antiemetics also morphine sulfate, all covered by insurance). SN is terribly easy to get in my country, sold as indigosol fabric dye at dirt cheap price. To my experience, SN gives off 'bleach like' smell, it's pretty strong. Same goes for the taste and it's not that bad actually. All I did usually was mix around one spoonful of SN with idk, half a water bottle (that holds 300ml capacity). I would take a sip or two of this concoction in the hospital while waiting for my doctor's appointment (neurologist) and would faint in fifteen minutes to twenty minutes. They would just take me to the ER and found nothing wrong with me from bloodwork, ekg, etc, aside from my oxygen level being low. I just complained to my neurologist about terrible headaches everytime and they gave me medication that I need: odansentron (because I kept complaining about vomiting and losing weight, in truth I've been starving myself), propranolol (for the racing heartbeat), alprazolam (because I've been complaining of being unable to sleep) and morphine sulfate (for the severe headache). My neurologist trusts me enough because I've fainted repeatedly during our appointment, things like that can't be easily faked, I guess.

The thing is, I've been using the same concoction for about three months now and it's still working wonder as long as I fasted a day before my usual doctor's appointment. So no need to worry about SN purity degrading at all.

As the pain, it's not bad at all. Just dizziness, vomiting and the obvious feeling of losing consciousness, I guess. Also, I can breathe just fine, no feeling of choking, etc. If I take one or two sips, I'll usually feel sleepy (this is without taking anything like benzo, etc) for the rest of the day and I'll wake up feeling fine. Human body is so resilient, unfortunately. Take this information as you will. Also, excuse my English.

 

[DarkShadows]

No, you do not.

There was recently a filmed suicide (I haven't been near this forum for awhile, so I have no idea whether it's been discussed in detail) involving a man who referred to himself as Joe Winko. It's obvious Joe used SN as his method and based on objective reports, it was not a pleasant or quick death for him.

This isn't intended to be disrespectful of anyone's pain or agency (adults to be clear), but I beg of you: please re-consider this as your method. The proof is literally on video where the person was in significant discomfort and seeming regret and I don't wish that on any of you.

People on here who survived said it's not painful. There have been livestreams documented and they weren't described as painful. Philip Nitschke deems it a painless method and exit international has viewed livestreams of people using this method. Multiple studies have shown it's a humane pig poison. I'm not going to be swayed by one video especially when he was doing things that aren't suggested.

 

[Bimbosqualo]

No, you do not.

There was recently a filmed suicide (I haven't been near this forum for awhile, so I have no idea whether it's been discussed in detail) involving a man who referred to himself as Joe Winko. It's obvious Joe used SN as his method and based on objective reports, it was not a pleasant or quick death for him.

This isn't intended to be disrespectful of anyone's pain or agency (adults to be clear), but I beg of you: please re-consider this as your method. The proof is literally on video where the person was in significant discomfort and seeming regret and I don't wish that on any of you.

Hy, Where can I watch this video?

 

[sevennn]

No, you do not.

There was recently a filmed suicide (I haven't been near this forum for awhile, so I have no idea whether it's been discussed in detail) involving a man who referred to himself as Joe Winko. It's obvious Joe used SN as his method and based on objective reports, it was not a pleasant or quick death for him.

This isn't intended to be disrespectful of anyone's pain or agency (adults to be clear), but I beg of you: please re-consider this as your method. The proof is literally on video where the person was in significant discomfort and seeming regret and I don't wish that on any of you.

yes i do. its the most convenient method for me i couldve easily done if i just didnt have swallowing and stomach issues. idc that i woudlve been a little uncomfortable. so stop. you dont know me

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Yup, don't do it.
I took less than 2g of SN, not to die but for self harm purposes.
I did not fast or follow any regimen, took it with water and almost died 4 hours later, ended up in intensive care unit (ICU).
It's been 4 days and my pee is still bright blue thanks to the methylene.
I wouldn't be writing this if my mother didn't wake up.

wow 2 g and they said you would've died? can u say how many Kg you weigh? that gives me confidence if i take 25g or 30g i can escape this hell . i weigh 77 kg i think .

Hello, I can share my experience about this as I 'regularly' consume small amounts of SN (I do this to fool doctors to give me medication that I need to ctb, benzo, antiemetics also morphine sulfate, all covered by insurance). SN is terribly easy to get in my country, sold as indigosol fabric dye at dirt cheap price. To my experience, SN gives off 'bleach like' smell, it's pretty strong. Same goes for the taste and it's not that bad actually. All I did usually was mix around one spoonful of SN with idk, half a water bottle (that holds 300ml capacity). I would take a sip or two of this concoction in the hospital while waiting for my doctor's appointment (neurologist) and would faint in fifteen minutes to twenty minutes. They would just take me to the ER and found nothing wrong with me from bloodwork, ekg, etc, aside from my oxygen level being low. I just complained to my neurologist about terrible headaches everytime and they gave me medication that I need: odansentron (because I kept complaining about vomiting and losing weight, in truth I've been starving myself), propranolol (for the racing heartbeat), alprazolam (because I've been complaining of being unable to sleep) and morphine sulfate (for the severe headache). My neurologist trusts me enough because I've fainted repeatedly during our appointment, things like that can't be easily faked, I guess.

The thing is, I've been using the same concoction for about three months now and it's still working wonder as long as I fasted a day before my usual doctor's appointment. So no need to worry about SN purity degrading at all.

As the pain, it's not bad at all. Just dizziness, vomiting and the obvious feeling of losing consciousness, I guess. Also, I can breathe just fine, no feeling of choking, etc. If I take one or two sips, I'll usually feel sleepy (this is without taking anything like benzo, etc) for the rest of the day and I'll wake up feeling fine. Human body is so resilient, unfortunately. Take this information as you will. Also, excuse my English.

you left SN dissolved in water for 3 months and it's still potent?

 

[Alexandra_]

Hello, I can share my experience about this as I 'regularly' consume small amounts of SN (I do this to fool doctors to give me medication that I need to ctb, benzo, antiemetics also morphine sulfate, all covered by insurance). SN is terribly easy to get in my country, sold as indigosol fabric dye at dirt cheap price. To my experience, SN gives off 'bleach like' smell, it's pretty strong. Same goes for the taste and it's not that bad actually. All I did usually was mix around one spoonful of SN with idk, half a water bottle (that holds 300ml capacity). I would take a sip or two of this concoction in the hospital while waiting for my doctor's appointment (neurologist) and would faint in fifteen minutes to twenty minutes. They would just take me to the ER and found nothing wrong with me from bloodwork, ekg, etc, aside from my oxygen level being low. I just complained to my neurologist about terrible headaches everytime and they gave me medication that I need: odansentron (because I kept complaining about vomiting and losing weight, in truth I've been starving myself), propranolol (for the racing heartbeat), alprazolam (because I've been complaining of being unable to sleep) and morphine sulfate (for the severe headache). My neurologist trusts me enough because I've fainted repeatedly during our appointment, things like that can't be easily faked, I guess.

The thing is, I've been using the same concoction for about three months now and it's still working wonder as long as I fasted a day before my usual doctor's appointment. So no need to worry about SN purity degrading at all.

As the pain, it's not bad at all. Just dizziness, vomiting and the obvious feeling of losing consciousness, I guess. Also, I can breathe just fine, no feeling of choking, etc. If I take one or two sips, I'll usually feel sleepy (this is without taking anything like benzo, etc) for the rest of the day and I'll wake up feeling fine. Human body is so resilient, unfortunately. Take this information as you will. Also, excuse my English.

SN definitely has absolutely no smell, you can read about it and I personally checked it. Please stop poisoning your body, otherwise there will be serious negative consequences

 

[Lavenia]

you left SN dissolved in water for 3 months and it's still potent?

Yes, very. I only took one to two small sips each time. It never fails me so far. I even managed to fool EEG test, got diagnosed with epilepsy. I don't have epilepsy, it's SN. As long as I fasted a day before, it will work. I suppose if I drink the entire stuff, I'm sure it will kill me.

SN definitely has absolutely no smell, you can read about it and I personally checked it. Please stop poisoning your body, otherwise there will be serious negative consequences

It probably interacts with whatever they put on my tap water. I've read some instances where people said it smells like bleach too and some people said it doesn't. As long as it's potent, I don't mind the bad smell. And thank you for your kind concern. Dying has always been my intention so far. I don't want my family to think of me dying of suicide, I'd rather they think of me of dying of illnesses. Plus, I need to get the medication for my CTB otherwise it would be impossible to get for me. I already have plan in mind and I'm sticking with it. But again, thank you for being so kind. I wish you happiness wherever you are.

 

[EmptyBottle]

Hy, Where can I watch this video?

search "joe winko gore" (ps: the keyword gore is used to find sites that host the video)

at the 20 min mark, he consumes the 21g of SN, with 5 oral syringes worth of water. Before consumption, he drinks some alcohol, and before the 30 min mark, throws that up, however he seems unable to use the bucket for some reason.

Not sure what he taped to himself between those moments though.

Some time after, there was convulsions...

I think he stopped breathing around the 48 min mark or so... but the video quality and artefacts make it harder to see. Eventually a purple RIP banner is displayed, whether on a timer or from some remixing, is unknown to me.

 

[Bimbosqualo]

search "joe winko gore" (ps: the keyword gore is used to find sites that host the video)

at the 20 min mark, he consumes the 21g of SN, with 5 oral syringes worth of water. Before consumption, he drinks some alcohol, and before the 30 min mark, throws that up, however he seems unable to use the bucket for some reason.

Not sure what he taped to himself between those moments though.

Some time after, there was convulsions...

I think he stopped breathing around the 48 min mark or so... but the video quality and artefacts make it harder to see. Eventually a purple RIP banner is displayed, whether on a timer or from some remixing, is unknown to me.

Thank you

 

[The Blackangel]

I currently have a couple different types of cyanide, something that is even deadlier, and several other kinds of poisons. But I'm not particularly familiar with SN. I don't know how you come by it, but after reading through these responses, I have to admit that I'm very curious. Is it something you make yourself, or is it filtered from something? I have a full supply of chemicals that will kill an elephant in 10 minutes, so I'm not needing another poison. I have developed a kinda sick obsession with collecting different kinds of poison. I'm just hoping that someone will clue me in here.

 

[EmptyBottle]

I currently have a couple different types of cyanide, something that is even deadlier, and several other kinds of poisons. But I'm not particularly familiar with SN. I don't know how you come by it, but after reading through these responses, I have to admit that I'm very curious. Is it something you make yourself, or is it filtered from something? I have a full supply of chemicals that will kill an elephant in 10 minutes, so I'm not needing another poison. I have developed a kinda sick obsession with collecting different kinds of poison. I'm just hoping that someone will clue me in here.

smth bought from some random supplier one finds thru various online searches