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snow leopard

snow leopard

Member
Dec 14, 2021
16
I did not drink the SN but i once made 25 gram 50ml SN drink and just rinsed my mouth with it and spew it out, felt little dizzy and lightheaded afterwards. So yea, definitely do not try SN if you wish to live.
 
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Intoxicated

Intoxicated

MIA Man
Nov 16, 2023
1,199
What I wonder is..

Does your body eventually heal to normal without going to the hospital? Without methylyne blue?
Considering that even methylene blue doesn't guarantee flawless recovery (if you survive), I wouldn't be overly optimistic about the probability of healing without it.

 
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TomIsNotMyName

TomIsNotMyName

Existence is suffering
May 3, 2023
123
Yeah definitely DON'T do this. I took a tiny amount and experienced really strong symptoms and I think I almost died. I'm not sure how much I took, but if I have to guess it was 1 gram at most.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
930
I did not drink the SN but i once made 25 gram 50ml SN drink and just rinsed my mouth with it and spew it out, felt little dizzy and lightheaded afterwards. So yea, definitely do not try SN if you wish to live.
Wow SN is so potent, some of it actually entered your bloodstream thru your gums while you rinsed your mouth:O
 
mayayo

mayayo

currently dissociating
Jan 13, 2025
13
This may sound weird but the fact that SN is this potent is a little comforting to me. Guess there's no reason to second guess this method
 
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memento_mori

memento_mori

Student
Mar 28, 2019
196
My experience with SN a few years back
Prolly gonna stick with this one eventually, scary experience but I'm generally avoid all sorts of pain so this one trumps everything else I've tried as it is relatively low on the pain scale 🫤
 
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Rainbow9

Member
Mar 31, 2025
6
This may sound weird but the fact that SN is this potent is a little comforting to me. Guess there's no reason to second guess this method
I couldn't agree more.

But I will be making it hard to access. My worst nightmare would be my little nephews finding it - as it is my choice and not theirs.

Have a bit more prep to do - but overall, this method causes the least amount of anxiety for me that it would not work.
 
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