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catthegoldrushpotat

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Sep 15, 2024
13
I will probably ctb tonight with cyanide.
Wish me luck.
 
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L'absent

L'absent

Banned
Aug 18, 2024
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Good luck and may your journey be peaceful. A big hug, I'll think of you.



Can I ask where did you find the cyanide?
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,355
Good luck! I hope u find peace!
 
opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

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Jun 2, 2024
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Wishing you peace and relief.
 
sevennn

sevennn

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Sep 11, 2024
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i hope you find the peace you wish for, goodbye đź’›
 
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CatLvr

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Aug 1, 2024
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If you decide to change your mind, there is no shame in that. If not, and you go ahead, then I hope you travel from this life to the next very quickly.
 
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catthegoldrushpotat

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Sep 15, 2024
13
I might have to delay it a bit since I don't have enough time to be alone, I'll keep you updated
 
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hopemeetshopeless

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Sep 20, 2024
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If you go through with, I hope you go quickly and painlessly, and that you find peace.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best, I hope that you find peace.
 
maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
1,918
I'm so sorry that your life has brought you to this point.
No shame in not following through with your plan if it doesn't feel like the right time.
I hope your transition is painless & you find a place of love & peace🌹💔
 
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Davey40210

Davey40210

Even the stars make room for new stars
Sep 3, 2024
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Good luck in whatever you choose OP.

Just be aware I read that CTB by cyanide can be very painful..
 
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Anon7b8

Experienced
Aug 21, 2023
265
Safe travels stranger. Cyanide was the first method i thought of. Probably would have ctb'd on impulse already if i had access to it before... Thanks for the link for making it. Hope it's peaceful wherever you find yourself at.
 
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catthegoldrushpotat

Member
Sep 15, 2024
13
okay so update: I will need to put my plans on hold since I still have some stuff to do and I really don't want to do this to a person that is close to me
btw thank you for the kind words
 
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justpathetic

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Sep 15, 2024
175
okay so update: I will need to put my plans on hold since I still have some stuff to do and I really don't want to do this to a person that is close to me
btw thank you for the kind words
So understandable. Thanks for letting us know. There's no shame in waiting when it's no the right time.
 
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maynoname

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Aug 13, 2024
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okay so update: I will need to put my plans on hold since I still have some stuff to do and I really don't want to do this to a person that is close to me
btw thank you for the kind words
We are here for you whatever you decide or you are gonna decide <3
 
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