AloneInCollege
The one and only
- Mar 7, 2022
- 163
As the title says, I think I'm probably getting close to the end. The percentage of time wanting to die/thinking about killing myself vs the amount of time I spend doing OK is growing. Plus I'm on spring break and I see everyone around me, even people who are my friends, having fun and hanging out with everyone that isn't me. Also recently thinking about my suicide makes me happy.
Thinking about waiting until I run out of food then ending it, so about 14 days. I've always intended on using partial suspension, but that could be hard because of roommates. Maybe I'll jump from a bridge, but that doesn't have a high enough success rate. I was also thinking about live streaming my suicide, so that I could provide some kinda entertainment or be remembered, but that would just cause more problems than it's worth.
Anyway sorry for rambling just wanted to get my thoughts out there.
Thinking about waiting until I run out of food then ending it, so about 14 days. I've always intended on using partial suspension, but that could be hard because of roommates. Maybe I'll jump from a bridge, but that doesn't have a high enough success rate. I was also thinking about live streaming my suicide, so that I could provide some kinda entertainment or be remembered, but that would just cause more problems than it's worth.
Anyway sorry for rambling just wanted to get my thoughts out there.
