Venting Prepared to face my end rather than let my life collapse again

[SunshineFading]

Hey, I know I don't post much (more of a lurker), but a lot of life circumstances came up with my boyfriend (he's now in jail. He did not hurt me, he's not abusive), and he's facing prison time. I'm now being faced with possible eviction, and being either faced with moving back in with transphobic family who hate me, or be homeless. My third option is CTB, and at this point, I'm tired of delaying for others sakes. I'm tired of being forced to have epilogues to my problems which never seem to go away, just get replaced with a new set of worse problems. I can't do this anymore my whole life is about to collapse for like the 4th time in my life, and I'm tired of constantly trying to rebuild it. I can't do it anymore. I just want to rest.... Sorry I know I'm not the most concise typer (or talker for that matter), and I won't give anymore details on the situation, as they would make me a LOT more easily identifiable. But that is all. Heavily considering partial hanging. I'm beyond even trying to ask people for help at this point, just preparing to escape my situations, whichever they be at this point.

 

[Crow_88]

Sometimes it's just time to go <3

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand just wanting to rest, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, it sounds like you've suffered a lot, I also feel so tired of it all. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[r.vival]

Hey, I know I don't post much (more of a lurker), but a lot of life circumstances came up with my boyfriend (he's now in jail. He did not hurt me, he's not abusive), and he's facing prison time. I'm now being faced with possible eviction, and being either faced with moving back in with transphobic family who hate me, or be homeless. My third option is CTB, and at this point, I'm tired of delaying for others sakes. I'm tired of being forced to have epilogues to my problems which never seem to go away, just get replaced with a new set of worse problems. I can't do this anymore my whole life is about to collapse for like the 4th time in my life, and I'm tired of constantly trying to rebuild it. I can't do it anymore. I just want to rest.... Sorry I know I'm not the most concise typer (or talker for that matter), and I won't give anymore details on the situation, as they would make me a LOT more easily identifiable. But that is all. Heavily considering partial hanging. I'm beyond even trying to ask people for help at this point, just preparing to escape my situations, whichever they be at this point.

it's such a cruel place you're in right now. i hope things resolve. catching the bus or not. i hope you find peace.