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nihilisticmystics

nihilisticmystics

halcyon girl
Apr 24, 2025
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I tied the rope around the rod in my closet and then around my neck, along with socks between the rope and my neck to apply pressure to the carotids. I then squatted down as far down as the rope would let me, and leaned forward. The rope slid towards the middle of my neck, so near the windpipe I guess. So I will probably have to make sure it is tighter . It should be right under my jaw, right?

Also. While I was leaning forward, my ears started ringing and there was pressure in my ears and head, my face turned red, and my teeth/mouth felt weird/numb. Idk how to explain it. How should I be feeling? Should I have kept trying further?

I guess what I need the most advice on is-
1. How should I be feeling if I'm doing it right?
2. Do I just keep leaning / pushing forward?

Also in the picture I sent, the rope mark doesn't seem to be deep/red enough. So this means I definitely need more pressure and to lean more, correct?
 

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Enlightened
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I dont have the knowledge to advise you on this, but I can tell you there are sticky threads.

I have read through them. And if I went that way nite nite seems the best to me.
 
nihilisticmystics

nihilisticmystics

halcyon girl
Apr 24, 2025
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I dont have the knowledge to advise you on this, but I can tell you there are sticky threads.

I have read through them. And if I went that way nite nite seems the best to me.
Do you have the links to any? Any in particular that stuck out to you? Nevertheless thank you I'll definitely look through!!!
 
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Do you have the links to any? Any in particular that stuck out to you? Nevertheless thank you I'll definitely look through!!!
 
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