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ladybug

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Aug 8, 2024
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Anyone else on here living in poverty and want to commit suicide
 
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annointed_towers

annointed_towers

I’ll cross my heart, I’ll hope to die
Dec 9, 2022
415
Yes
 
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lacustra

Student
Jul 3, 2024
175
Yes
 
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Serial Experi Pain

Serial Experi Pain

I hate me more :P
Sep 12, 2023
126
100% the reason I go manic and feel like CTB when I do... That and having no one to rely on at all.... It's just me on my lonesome with no safety net or anyone to count on. So when I'm fucked, I'm way fucked and it sends me into a massive panic.
 
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ladybug

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Aug 8, 2024
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100% the reason I go manic and feel like CTB when I do... That and having no one to rely on at all.... It's just me on my lonesome with no safety net or anyone to count on. So when I'm fucked, I'm way fucked and it sends me into a massive panic.
Are you going to do the SN
 
Serial Experi Pain

Serial Experi Pain

I hate me more :P
Sep 12, 2023
126
I currently have no plans to CTB... I'm personally going to try to keep going even though I'm positive there's likely nothing but suffering in the years ahead. I doubt getting ahold of any SN would be an easy task for me. I would prefer something easy and painless, and those methods are few and far between as far as I can tell so far. If you ever find some full-proof methods as described feel free to send them my way, though. Never know how bad things can get.
 
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ladybug

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Aug 8, 2024
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I currently have no plans to CTB... I'm personally going to try to keep going even though I'm positive there's likely nothing but suffering in the years ahead. I doubt getting ahold of any SN would be an easy task for me. I would prefer something easy and painless, and those methods are few and far between as far as I can tell so far. If you ever find some full-proof methods as described feel free to send them my way, though. Never know how bad things can get.
You don't think the SN is a good way
 
Serial Experi Pain

Serial Experi Pain

I hate me more :P
Sep 12, 2023
126
You don't think the SN is a good way
Oh, no, I didn't say that by any means! I just don't think it would be easy for me to get. Plus, if I were to do it, it would likely be a manic episode, so I would need something fast.
 
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ladybug

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Aug 8, 2024
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I currently have no plans to CTB... I'm personally going to try to keep going even though I'm positive there's likely nothing but suffering in the years ahead. I doubt getting ahold of any SN would be an easy task for me. I would prefer something easy and painless, and those methods are few and far between as far as I can tell so far. If you ever find some full-proof methods as described feel free to send them my way, though. Never know how bad things can get.
Do you think the SN is a good method
 
Serial Experi Pain

Serial Experi Pain

I hate me more :P
Sep 12, 2023
126
Do you think the SN is a good method
I am still searching for the right method for someone like me, so I can't tell anyone what would be best for them. That is definitely not my area of expertise. There are people who will likely see this who would probably be far more informed that may be able to help you. I'm sorry that I'm not the right person for this particular question.
 
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ladybug

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Aug 8, 2024
77
Oh, no, I didn't say that by any means! I just don't think it would be easy for me to get. Plus, if I were to do it, it would likely be a manic episode, so I would need something fast.
I think I was able to get it
 
Steff1337

Steff1337

Autistic and schizophrenic, please be respectful
Jun 21, 2024
633
My main reason for CTB is mental illness, but I live in poverty as well.
 
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skylight7

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Aug 16, 2024
77
Anyone else on here living in poverty and want to commit suicide

Yes
100% the reason I go manic and feel like CTB when I do... That and having no one to rely on at all.... It's just me on my lonesome with no safety net or anyone to count on. So when I'm fucked, I'm way fucked and it sends me into a massive panic.

Same
 
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DistraughtWolf

Member
Dec 11, 2023
34
Yep, it's a massive chunk of my reasoning why i want to leave this hellhole sooner than later.

It stings to see every single day how many people and especially people that i know or are close to me spend so much money on things that are short-term luxuries at best and the amount of money that they might spend in few weeks or a month would be life changing for me.
 
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Anon7b8

Experienced
Aug 21, 2023
265
A part of it yes.
 
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future.

future.

in crisis â—Ź male â—Ź 26
Mar 19, 2023
63
im not poor at the moment but before the year ends i might be homeless if nothing changes
 
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