What do you want to post? I think most things don't get erased as long as they're not against forum rules.
Michelstaedter
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- Feb 25, 2025
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Maybe the only place that deserves to be read because I feel in tune with it is here. Not anywhere else. If anything, I would write something like a "farewell letter," but I wouldn't upload it to the Internet. In fact, I already mentioned that I would like to write an autobiographical novel, but obviously not with my name, nor with things that actually happened to me. Rather, a novel whose style apparently originated in Japan with some authors like Dazai and is called "of the self." That would be my writing as such, where I foreshadow my final moments, but they wouldn't be exactly as I would like them to be, since, as I said, they would be things about me and things that haven't happened to me or that I wouldn't have wanted to happen to me. Beyond that, I won't post my final moments because literally, it's not like I have a bottle of "N" and can happily say "I'm leaving this shitty world!!!!"
that would be great if you could - maybe have a final drink before you topple over
