Venting Poor expectations for my future, CTB is inevitable sooner or later.

[Praestat_Mori]

Just wanna vent ... reality caught me and there's no bright future ahead and anyway I'm not motivated to change anything because I prefer relief in any case. I hope I have enough strength to ctb sooner than later. This life sucks and it'd be so much better if I wasn't here at all anymore.

 

[befree]

I´m sorry to hear this. Many members think that members who help a lot in the forum are doing well.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I´m sorry to hear this. Many members think that members who help a lot in the forum are doing well.

Thanks for your kind words! Everything broke down over my head again increasing hopelessness and everything else related to it.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's certainly understandable wishing for true relief from all the suffering as I get that it's so tiring feeling trapped here, I hope that you eventually find what you search for.

 

[Zaphkiel]

I´m sorry to hear this. Many members think that members who help a lot in the forum are doing well.

Yeah this, although i know you're here because you're unwell too. Instantly clicked because it was you.
Sending hugs.

 

[befree]

Yeah this, although i know you're here because you're unwell too. Instantly clicked because it was you.
Sending hugs.

Thank you.

 

[Sweet Tart]

You deserve relief in whatever form is possible and I hope you find it, one way or another. I also feel like there is "no bright future ahead." It would be irrational to think otherwise, because I've tried and tried for years, to no effect. I hope you can experience peace or end the suffering on your own terms.