Am at the hospital now. Parents called the cops on me. Fuck everyone and everything that gets in my way I'm gonna ctb any way possible when I get out
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trynacbt
Arcanist
- Sep 28, 2019
- 476
I'm so sorry. Damn. Did you attempt and they found you, or did somebody just find the SN?
Sending you hugs
Bagger
Stressful
- Jun 18, 2019
- 331
I'm surprised your parents knew why you had the SN to be honest. We're you in the process of ctb?
takeyourshotfunboy
Smile...
- Oct 11, 2019
- 206
Soul
gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
- Apr 12, 2019
- 4,704
Ohhh my poor beautiful @Thanatos - I'm so sorry this has happened. It's very wrong and very distressing but I hope you can offer them the behaviour they want to see so that they don't keep you long. (((Hugs)))
Meretlein
Moderator
- Feb 15, 2019
- 1,199
Ok just stay calm and play along with the doctors. They need to feel like they are in control and that you are into their little game.
It sucks and I know how upset you feel (I have been in a similar situation) but that is the best way to get out.My mom searched my room and found the antiemetic I was planning on using. She found my n previously so she knew it was to ctb. The sn is actually still in the mail but she will open it while I'm in hospital
trynacbt
Arcanist
- Sep 28, 2019
- 476
Wow. That is rough! As someone who's planning to ctb with family in the house, I sympathize and I'm sorry.
Meretlein
Moderator
- Feb 15, 2019
- 1,199
What happened to your N? I'm sorry you have had so much bad luck.
She opened it while I was at work. I have no privacy. I was hospitalized for that too and the n was thrown out:(
White_Room293
rapid cycling gay guy
- Sep 13, 2019
- 155
I'm sorry that people are assholes. I hate humanity, dude. The human condition is awful.
Wreck-it-Riley
My demon will see me undone
- Oct 20, 2019
- 269
I am so sorry you have to deal with people like that. Not having any autonomy in your life is the worst feeling.
TheGoodGuy
Illuminated
- Aug 27, 2018
- 3,069
And people will claim we are not forced to live; if we get caught trying to get out of life people will "seize" (steal) our exit items.Last edited:
JimFord99
Enlightened
- Aug 18, 2019
- 1,047
What now, Thanatos? Chose another method? Shit situation you are in at the moment. I can only suggest to play calm for a while, as hard as it sounds, lay low for a while till things have calmed down. Damn.
But why calling the cops? SN is not a controlled substance (yet). What did they do, do you know? Did they take anything away? Search IT equipment to check browser history?Last edited:How are you able to use a computer/phone at the hospital? They stripped me of everything when I was forced to go.
Dazedandconfused32
She was the worlds biggest mistake
- Jun 16, 2019
- 215
Lara Francis
Enlightened
- Jun 30, 2018
- 1,627
I am sorry this happened to u @Thanatos .
Its very frustrating to be hospitalised.
My advice would be to lay low,keep yourself to yourself and be mindful of what you need to say and how you behave.
You need to be in control to avoid a prolonged stay and be discharged asap,then u can do what you like.
just play the game,lie and pretend as its your best option.
I hope they ar treating you ok.you can and will get through it so just focus on your goal and how is best to achieve it.x
I see you live in Canada, CanadaPost has a flexdelivery option where you can get an address that sends it to the post office and even emails you when it arrives.Are you able to put a hold on your mail temporarily? I see that you are in Canada but here in the US you can go online and put a temporary hold on your mail for reasons like going on vacation and don't want your mail to be vulnerable. You can pick it up from your closest post office. This way your package will be held instead of delivering to your mom's hands while you are away
MeltingHeart
Visionary
- Sep 9, 2019
- 2,151
So sorry, I just don't understand people who won't understand you.
You need not answer these questions if you prefer not to, but are you in a financial position to live somewhere else? Agree you have to go along to get out of the hospital as soon as you can, but is there anywhere you can stay once you are out?
In the US I get a US Post office box that I use to receive deliveries, instead of a home address whenever possible, and only I can get to it and it is held in a locker for me. Can you do that in your city / town?
Keep us up to date with your situation, if you wish to and if you can. We will keep you in our thoughts Thanatos.Last edited:
6ixxy
I sank so she could swim
- Apr 26, 2019
- 273
I think if you're evidently planning on using it for something other than its original purpose, in this case to cause harm, then yes they're permitted to take it away, kinda like how magic Mushroom spores are legal but growing them for the psilocybin is illegalSimilar threads
