Help Poison that can be bought in UK?

[CompletedLife]

I was hoping to get some SN or N, but it seems like that is almost impossible to do in the uk. What other alternatives are there? I have already tried night night and partial hanging many, many times. I just want this to be over

 

[FuneralCry]

If you wish to read about methods then there is the suicide resource complination, sadly at least to me suicide isn't really straightforward at all and I see it as being incredibly inhumane how we cannot just leave in peace in a guaranteed way, the UK really is such an anti-suicide country. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for as to me it's really understandable just wishing to be gone.