Here is my story ;
Until age 10 , my life was great , my family had a lot of money , we were travelling a lot, i had i lof of gift but like every good things it went sideways.
My father became absent from my life when they got divorce , he never called me in my entire life and im 43. How can you have child and not called them. He failed to pay child support most of the time and it was a stress for my mother even though he had a lot of money.
My mother is crazy , depression after depression even though she was successful having a lot of money from my father after going to court. Every time she was with me and she saw teenage girl , she made bad remark about those girls in front of me. She fucked me up with girls , that's what my sister told me , and that's why i never had success with girls , whenever im with a girl at work or on a date , im weird because she fucked me up with all those bad comments about teenage girl she made in front of me. Its fucked my kids brains.
She even tried to commit suicide in front of me with a knife to her throat. I was so stress after that. I think i developped ptsd, every time im with new people that stress and anxiety comes up in me and i cannot do nothing about that , and people think im a weirdo and forget having a second date after they see how fucked up and stress i am.
That's about it , i should have never been born , i wish i have the guts to set myself free of this.
Until age 10 , my life was great , my family had a lot of money , we were travelling a lot, i had i lof of gift but like every good things it went sideways.
My father became absent from my life when they got divorce , he never called me in my entire life and im 43. How can you have child and not called them. He failed to pay child support most of the time and it was a stress for my mother even though he had a lot of money.
My mother is crazy , depression after depression even though she was successful having a lot of money from my father after going to court. Every time she was with me and she saw teenage girl , she made bad remark about those girls in front of me. She fucked me up with girls , that's what my sister told me , and that's why i never had success with girls , whenever im with a girl at work or on a date , im weird because she fucked me up with all those bad comments about teenage girl she made in front of me. Its fucked my kids brains.
She even tried to commit suicide in front of me with a knife to her throat. I was so stress after that. I think i developped ptsd, every time im with new people that stress and anxiety comes up in me and i cannot do nothing about that , and people think im a weirdo and forget having a second date after they see how fucked up and stress i am.
That's about it , i should have never been born , i wish i have the guts to set myself free of this.
