please kill me

[Leonard_Bangley39]

please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me i am so alone i am so alone i never had anyone i will never have anyone it doesn't matter if it's online or irl i will never have anyone i will never have any connection i will never have any relationship i will never have any friends i will never have love i will never have fun i will never be happy i will always be alone i will always feel out of place everywhere i go i will always feel unwelcome i will always inevitably ruin everything i need to die i need it i need it i want to stop feeling this way the closer i get to feeling it the worse it feels i need to die i cant feel love please just kill me kill me kill me please please please kill me

 

[DerBopo]

Sounds like you're going through a lot and alot by yourself. Do you want to talk with me about it? Or about anything els3 for thwt matter?

 

[Leonard_Bangley39]

i cant take this anymore. i can't take it o can't take it i can't have anything i have nobody i have nothing i am nothing i am a worthless pathetic failure of a human being. I've tried so hard to be better but it never works. i cant socialize, i can't find people i like, i can't find love, i can't find a decent job, I'm just stuck like this. I'm this close to taking all my pills and praying i don't wake up. I've already taken more hydroxyzine than im supposed to. bottle says to take 1 pill up to three times a day. over the course of the last maybe 6 hours I've already had about 7. hydroxyzine is supposed to be like a sedative. i want to be sedated. i want to be knocked unconscious do i don't have to suffer through this existence. im so tempted. im genuinely tempted to just take the entire bottle of hydroxyzine and three entire bottle of setraline together and hope i don't wake up. or to walk down to Walmart and buy as much benadryl ass i can find and i couple bottles of vodka and take everything. i know it's a non method but it's all i have. im so tempted. im so tired. i have nothing and no one. i wish i could love somebody but i can't. i can't find anyone to love. i want to but i can't. im broke and i don't have a car, so i can't go out and socialize and meet new people. and even if i could, i hate everyone i met irl. i can't get along with normies at all. it's worse than opposites, its like im incompatible with them in every way. i cant go out, and i can't find anyone i like. ive tried online too, dating apps, discord, forums, games. but i can't find anyone online either. it feels like I'm trapped. i just want a girlfriend. i want to be hugged so badly. i want her to rub my head and tell me it's going to be all right. im so tired of this existence. i just want to fall asleep and never wake up. please just take me away already

 

[marleybarley]

please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me please kill me i am so alone i am so alone i never had anyone i will never have anyone it doesn't matter if it's online or irl i will never have anyone i will never have any connection i will never have any relationship i will never have any friends i will never have love i will never have fun i will never be happy i will always be alone i will always feel out of place everywhere i go i will always feel unwelcome i will always inevitably ruin everything i need to die i need it i need it i want to stop feeling this way the closer i get to feeling it the worse it feels i need to die i cant feel love please just kill me kill me kill me please please please kill me

I feel the same way its so draining I want to die so bad

 

[The Disqualified]

i cant take this anymore. i can't take it o can't take it i can't have anything i have nobody i have nothing i am nothing i am a worthless pathetic failure of a human being. I've tried so hard to be better but it never works. i cant socialize, i can't find people i like, i can't find love, i can't find a decent job, I'm just stuck like this. I'm this close to taking all my pills and praying i don't wake up. I've already taken more hydroxyzine than im supposed to. bottle says to take 1 pill up to three times a day. over the course of the last maybe 6 hours I've already had about 7. hydroxyzine is supposed to be like a sedative. i want to be sedated. i want to be knocked unconscious do i don't have to suffer through this existence. im so tempted. im genuinely tempted to just take the entire bottle of hydroxyzine and three entire bottle of setraline together and hope i don't wake up. or to walk down to Walmart and buy as much benadryl ass i can find and i couple bottles of vodka and take everything. i know it's a non method but it's all i have. im so tempted. im so tired. i have nothing and no one. i wish i could love somebody but i can't. i can't find anyone to love. i want to but i can't. im broke and i don't have a car, so i can't go out and socialize and meet new people. and even if i could, i hate everyone i met irl. i can't get along with normies at all. it's worse than opposites, its like im incompatible with them in every way. i cant go out, and i can't find anyone i like. ive tried online too, dating apps, discord, forums, games. but i can't find anyone online either. it feels like I'm trapped. i just want a girlfriend. i want to be hugged so badly. i want her to rub my head and tell me it's going to be all right. im so tired of this existence. i just want to fall asleep and never wake up. please just take me away already

Hi.
Please, don't do that. It will only make things worse and you won't die from it.
We can talk. I actually relate a lot to everything you've said.