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kunikuzushi

kunikuzushi

sause
Jan 24, 2023
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my body feels so bad im nauseous and my stomach b hurts
im terrified of throwing up
i want to die
but i need someone please
please i wish i can call someone please
 
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Baisley

Experienced
Jan 18, 2025
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Aww sorry to hear you aren't feeling well. Do you have PM ability on chat?
 
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Baisley

Experienced
Jan 18, 2025
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You can pm me if you'd like to.
 
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XiaroX

XiaroX

Team Empathy Singularity
Dec 5, 2025
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HI, this is my first post here, and it might take me time to figure out how it all works here, but I hope the two of you above have managed to connect. kunikuzushi, I want to send you support, but I am so clueless I don't even know how to put in an emoji yet. (And am not sure if my name will show with my post.) I do want to say your pain touched me, and I wanted to be able/tech proficient/emotionally proficient enough to do so.
 
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kunikuzushi

sause
Jan 24, 2023
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HI, this is my first post here, and it might take me time to figure out how it all works here, but I hope the two of you above have managed to connect. kunikuzushi, I want to send you support, but I am so clueless I don't even know how to put in an emoji yet. (And am not sure if my name will show with my post.) I do want to say your pain touched me, and I wanted to be able/tech proficient/emotionally proficient enough to do so.
hi thank you dear. my nausea is going away a little. i just have a terrible fear of throwing up so im panicking. thank you so much for your concern. also welcome and i hope you enjoy it here. you will get access to private messaging after you make more posts i think
 
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XiaroX

Team Empathy Singularity
Dec 5, 2025
109
Thank you so much for replying and welcoming me despite your pain. It means a lot. I actually get the fear of throwing up because I experience it myself, I often have extreme nausea. I sort of understand that if I post enough I will get more privileges. Again, thank you so much for replying.
I thought I posted a reply, but I can't see it. I wanted to say thank you for replying to me even in your pain and distress. I experience extreme nausea, and want to offer support. I am still online, but I know it will take time for me to have more privileges. I am still online now if you want to talk here. I'm really sorry I'm so tech clueless.
 
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