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HelpPlease help me ctb
Thread starterlovelulu
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it seems like I keep running into dead ends with my ctb. I was going to jump, but now im unsure due to the height. I was going to overdose, but there's no pills I could successfully overdose on. I cant get access to a firearm either. Please, I beg, someone help me find a way. I'm really desperate.
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deathisapanacea, darksouls, dreaming and 2 others
We can't tell you what to do/which method to use. All we can do is point you to resources..
(Quick question though - I've skimmed your posts, and you said you have pretty severe mood swings - are you on any meds right now? They can have these severe mood side effects, and those are hard to tell apart from illness symptoms)
I understand, I just wish to be free from this torturous existence as well, the fact that there isn't the option to just peacefully cease existing is such terrible cruelty to me, I hope you find peace.
Please do not jump - you could end up with lifelong injuries/disabilities. Also pills could damage your organs. Firearms could leave a crater in your face.
The tragedy is that, you can't even vent out like this on the internet. You will be warned or censored swiftly. BTW I am in the same situation as you. Just waiting for a my Savior who will end my life.
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