Help Please help me ctb

[lovelulu]

it seems like I keep running into dead ends with my ctb. I was going to jump, but now im unsure due to the height. I was going to overdose, but there's no pills I could successfully overdose on. I cant get access to a firearm either. Please, I beg, someone help me find a way. I'm really desperate.

 

[Fadenself00_]

We can't tell you what to do/which method to use. All we can do is point you to resources..

(Quick question though - I've skimmed your posts, and you said you have pretty severe mood swings - are you on any meds right now? They can have these severe mood side effects, and those are hard to tell apart from illness symptoms)

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I just wish to be free from this torturous existence as well, the fact that there isn't the option to just peacefully cease existing is such terrible cruelty to me, I hope you find peace.

 

[darksouls]

however you decide,
I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering

 

[fightclub17]

Please do not jump - you could end up with lifelong injuries/disabilities. Also pills could damage your organs. Firearms could leave a crater in your face.

 

[deathisapanacea]

The tragedy is that, you can't even vent out like this on the internet. You will be warned or censored swiftly. BTW I am in the same situation as you. Just waiting for a my Savior who will end my life.