Help Please help im about ready really nervous

[Saddad]

I have roughly 480mg of oxycodone and 6 mg of xanax just need to add water.

I am worried this may fail.

I may not succeed and just do more damage.

Is this enough to kill me for sure?

Opiate niave 90kg man in 40s healthy

 

[Flippy]

I don't know. If you are unsure maybe it's better to postpone? Maybe talk things out on here and see if that helps?

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Looks like a trip to the hospital to me. I'd wait this one out and do a bit more research. Maybe talk to someone about how you're feeling for the time being.

 

[Flippy]

Looks like a trip to the hospital to me. I'd wait this one out and do a bit more research. Maybe talk to someone about how you're feeling for the time being.

I'm no expert but I'm inclined to agree. Please try to talk to someone it really could help! :-)

 

[MsMaudlin]

I don't think it is, please research it, loads of information on here.

Reach out.
Love and peace ❤

 

[randomz]

I would also suggest you refrain from doing what you are thinking you are going to do and find some other form of help.

 

[Ἡγησίας]

Don't rush, there is no need to. Reconsider your options and keep researching

 

[purplemoon]

i think you should wait, i think your instincts are telling you it's not quite what you are seeking...
Whatever you decide of course, but my first inclination from seeing that picture, is that something is not right, just as you are wondering.

Just a thought, but I think you should hold off and wait for now.

 

[MachinaArcana]

I am no expert either but as far as I know this will only harm you - and it's in your own intererst to seriously consider the repercussions when this attempt fails.
In my opinion your, best option right now is to hold off and reach out for help.

 

[Diceroller90]

I don't know. If you are unsure maybe it's better to postpone? Maybe talk things out on here and see if that helps?

Looks like a trip to the hospital to me. I'd wait this one out and do a bit more research. Maybe talk to someone about how you're feeling for the time being.

Both of these users hit the nail on the head.

Do you have any reason you need to CTB this moment as opposed to tomorrow, or Monday? If not, then come join us in Chat and talk with us for a bit. If you do have a reason it needs to be done now, I will admit to a morbid curiosity as to that reason.

 

[Saddad]

Not enough oxycodone i would suggest you taking minimum of 1200mg.

Wouldn't I vomit that much up?

 

[Flippy]

@Saddad there's plenty of people here ready to talk please reach out!

 

[Diceroller90]

@Saddad there's plenty of people here ready to talk please reach out!

Agreed. I spent so much of my time talking to Shrinks and just loathed every moment of it. Eventually I gave up, googled how to best shoot myself, and found a thread on this site. Talking to the people here has done more for my wellbeing than the thousands I burnt talking to some overpaid person in a chair.

 

[Flippy]

No, if you make sure you lay a thin layer of food in your stomach but only eat minimum like 2/3 thin crackers eat that and then wait 15 minutes then take the lethal dosage i think then you minimilaze the risk of vomiting greatly.

I might be going out on a limb here but your posts are coming across as encouragement to me.

 

[Saddad]

How long would it take to complete? I have more xanax

 

[Flippy]

How long would it take to complete? I have more xanax

It's always your choice, but honestly I don't think you have to do this. It seems to me that there is some amount of impulsivity to what you are describing. You have said you feel nervous. I really don't think you are ready. Please reconsider.

 

[Diceroller90]

How long would it take to complete? I have more xanax

I really can't help but emphasize what Flippy has said, and reask my question: Why this second? Why not spend a few more hours researching it and talking to us?

Is there any reason you have against postponing?

 

[TheDevilsAngel]

We are all here for you... Sending you love and hugs

 

[Quarky00]

I think for extended release anything between 300mg and 800mg (with benzo and alcohol) is considered lethal . This is the median range in OD deaths of extended release . Official recommendations warn patients that above 90mg is considered "OD" . But it's personal and no just about weight but metabolism (what and how? could someone explain?). So the problems are that you are on the lower side of that range , healthy , and appear to be tolerant to opioids (you previously said you nearly OD but felt fine). It could very well be fatal ..

I honestly don't know, maybe upping the Oxy x1.5 and benzos x3 would do the job? I wish people replying here could provide some information :)

If worried about vomiting , as said bit of food , and previous thread on SS suggested using AE/Meto .

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I agree with members that it should not be hasty, but @Saddad had already spoken about that a lot , asked about it and tried to research several times , and shared their story ; it was quite planned ; he tested and prepared ; I don't understand a vague suggestion to "postpone" . He really did his best . We could explain to OP details and relevant pros/cons. Or add something that addresses member and invites them to open up ("talk" is rather simplistic) . I'm not criticizing any of you :) But personally felt something's missing. Helplines often say 'don't do it now' without adding much, I feel we should have more (maybe I'm just tired ...)

* He has done a thorough job on his CTB :

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/alternate-way-very-peaceful-no-pain.30001

 

[Ghost2211]

I get the same impression as others. If this is your chosen path please do complete research on dosing. It would only add more tragedy to your life to survive with medical problems and psych watch.

If something is making you feel rushed to ctb please reach out to us to talk.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

@Saddad It really sucks when you're ready but the method is not. One of the common challenges we face. Of course you have the right to choose to attempt. Perhaps consider if the potential benefit outweighs the risks, and if you can manage the risks if they come to pass. Of course lots of support available here on SS.

 

[Lorntroubles]

Going into this nervous and not full throttle with confidence in method and technique is sure to cause problems. This screams hospitalization to me.

 

[Lostandfound7]

Do some more research Love, so u dont end up with a failed attempt n really suffering ..In the meantime, hang out n talk with us for awhile

 

[Saddad]

Thanks for your replies guys. I vomited and vomited and vomited.

I had taken meto before, mixed 480 into water drunk with x6 1mg xanax.

Started to feel good, then sweating profusely then lots of vomiting.

Passed out for at least 2 hours. Woke up on bathroom floor feel pretty spaced out.

Beginning to realise why people dont do this method, feel so sleepy at the moment....

 

[Flippy]

For what it's worth, I'm glad you are still with us! :-) Take care of yourself! You just went through something pretty major. I would suggest doing something comforting if you can. I know it's easier said then done! :-/

 

[Quarky00]

Oh dear, sounds terrible, I hope you rest ..
Don't take it hard on yourself
You were determined , withstood such a tough experience , and deserve some peace now
Let us know how you are feeling

 

[Lostandfound7]

Thanks for your replies guys. I vomited and vomited and vomited.

I had taken meto before, mixed 480 into water drunk with x6 1mg xanax.

Started to feel good, then sweating profusely then lots of vomiting.

Passed out for at least 2 hours. Woke up on bathroom floor feel pretty spaced out.

Beginning to realise why people dont do this method, feel so sleepy at the moment....

Oh my that sounds horrible..Get some rest dear..Happy ur still with us

 

[Smudgedlines]

Glad you are here.

 

[Soul]

Thanks for your replies guys. I vomited and vomited and vomited.

I had taken meto before, mixed 480 into water drunk with x6 1mg xanax.

Started to feel good, then sweating profusely then lots of vomiting.

Passed out for at least 2 hours. Woke up on bathroom floor feel pretty spaced out.

Beginning to realise why people dont do this method, feel so sleepy at the moment....

@Saddad, thanks for letting us know. Please be extra-gentle with yourself for a few days, ok? Plenty of rest, plenty of water, eat your spinach. This was a learning experience, for us too. (((Hug)))

 

[Quarky00]

This is the 2nd time he ODed ..

Previous OD was a week ago