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4SHLEY

4SHLEY

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May 3, 2023
34
I dont want any SI to kick in so i don't know how effective this could be. could I just take a bunch of benadryl so im drowsy and like... maybe tie a rope to a heavy rock or something to prevent me from reaching surface? could this work you think, or what?

I have access to a shotgun which would probably be the best, but I would rather not pull the trigger as i dont think id have the courage to do it myself at all..
 
TimetoGo!

TimetoGo!

Wizard
Aug 30, 2022
653
Drowning much more dignified than shooting your brains all over the place.

And yes, tying a heavy weight would 💯 work , although you'd need stronger than Benadryl to sedate and lessen SI
 
4SHLEY

4SHLEY

:)
May 3, 2023
34
Drowning much more dignified than shooting your brains all over the place.

And yes, tying a heavy weight would 💯 work , although you'd need stronger than Benadryl to sedate and lessen SI
what do you think could work better than benadryl, do you have any ideas? im definitely thinking about drowning myself, so yeah.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,246
Drowning is such a cruel method to me that may activate so much SI! Have you thought about the CO method?


 
4SHLEY

4SHLEY

:)
May 3, 2023
34
Drowning is such a cruel method to me that may activate so much SI! Have you thought about the CO method?


I have thought about it but I don't know how much time I have to prepare all of stuff, and if I even could. I am living with my parents and I don't have access to many things, I can hardly leave the house and dont have a car or even a job to buy things either.

I don't know if I have many options to choose from while also not looking sketchy about what im up to.

I just planned on leaving one night while everyones asleep, take something to sedate me a bit and walking to the river near me to do it. Either to drown or taking the shotgun in the house to bring with me and shooting myself out there too. But I'm not too fond of that idea... if I work up enough courage I might be able to though...
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,246
I have thought about it but I don't know how much time I have to prepare all of stuff, and if I even could. I am living with my parents and I don't have access to many things, I can hardly leave the house and dont have a car or even a job to buy things either.

I don't know if I have many options to choose from while also not looking sketchy about what im up to.

I just planned on leaving one night while everyones asleep, take something to sedate me a bit and walking to the river near me to do it. Either to drown or taking the shotgun in the house to bring with me and shooting myself out there too. But I'm not too fond of that idea... if I work up enough courage I might be able to though...
I understand that problem. Still, drowning needs so much SI to be defeated and has a high failure rate. Probably shotgun would be better and more effective if you have the chance, y not. it's still a cruel and difficult method imo. but whatever you decide I wish you all the best and I hope you find peace!!
 
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FindingHome

Student
Aug 4, 2023
175
I dont want any SI to kick in so i don't know how effective this could be. could I just take a bunch of benadryl so im drowsy and like... maybe tie a rope to a heavy rock or something to prevent me from reaching surface? could this work you think, or what?

I have access to a shotgun which would probably be the best, but I would rather not pull the trigger as i dont think id have the courage to do it myself at all..
I tried to pass out with Benadryl but it didn't work for me. My plan was to take a lot of Benadryl drink some wine coolers and then drown in the lake. I didn't go through with the plan because the Benadryl didn't seem to work for me.
 

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