RappyMaster
Member
- Nov 16, 2021
- 21
So, I wanted to CTB on Monday 20th, because that way it'll be really easy for me to CTB. I've been planning it for around a month. However, my ex wants me to hang out on new years eve, at her house with her family. I honestly don't know how to feel about this, it was so sudden and unexpected.
The main reason why I feel this way is because I've emotionally drained myself that I don't really feel anything anymore, I want to leave this world without anything in my mind. This event has made me overthink my actions, I don't even know if what I'm doing is right anymore, I don't wanna hurt anyone or make them think bad things about me.
I was lost before I got the message and now I don't know what to think anymore.
The main reason why I feel this way is because I've emotionally drained myself that I don't really feel anything anymore, I want to leave this world without anything in my mind. This event has made me overthink my actions, I don't even know if what I'm doing is right anymore, I don't wanna hurt anyone or make them think bad things about me.
I was lost before I got the message and now I don't know what to think anymore.