Plan/give feedback and advice please

[girlzjustwant2vomit]

i get that, if you are being honest, which i doubt because you're also saying your mom can't force you to get mental health care, check out 211 for lower cost and free resources

No you don't understand I've done that there is nothing. I genuinely can't spend anything on this.

i think it's because shes embarrassed people weren't giving her attention/validation for the "crazy plan." notice how she said she got "flamed" in that thread; she didn't, but she felt like she did. 'cause she was embarrassed at how stupid it was + the multiple contradictions/backtracking. but instead of admitting she's wrong, wasn't thinking, or that she's just dumb, she latched onto this mania larp to discredit the whole thing and pretend it was all intentional. better to be perceived as mentally ill than fucking stupid, if youre a sad girl wannabe. even if literally no one's buying it lmao

Oh my God. You're trolling right? I'm not embarrassed, I know that my plan is stupid. (Maybe I'm pretending to be my ex to embarrass her tho…hm)
Bro who is deleting my replies??? :,). I'm not fully larping but I did make up the original plan lol. Idk any Dutch people nor was I born there.

 

[WhiteRabbit]

Stop feeding this troll.

 

[girlzjustwant2vomit]

Stop feeding this troll.

Idk why and how people fell for that other post lol.

 

[gourry]

im not sure why you asked for feedback and advice on your plan, but are reacting in an inflammatory way to people who offer feedback or advice

 

[girlzjustwant2vomit]

im not sure why you asked for feedback and advice on your plan, but are reacting in an inflammatory way to people who offer feedback or advice

I'm only acting like this because you guys keep asking for it…like supply and demand

 

[sanctionedusage]

Oh my God. You're trolling right? I'm not embarrassed, I know that my plan is stupid. (Maybe I'm pretending to be my ex to embarrass her tho…hm)
Bro who is deleting my replies??? :,). I'm not fully larping but I did make up the original plan lol. Idk any Dutch people nor was I born there.

did you learn that word today or something??? :') you're so embarrassed you defaulted to a character to have a freakout and clog the forums with. and now you're saying you made the whole thing up lmfaoooo. :') so convenient how you only started this tantrum after i told you your plan has holes in it and you took it as a personal attack on your 24 iq. :') you got embarrassed and now you're trying to troll n fake mania to tell yourself it was just a big joke. :')

 

[girlzjustwant2vomit]

did you learn that word today or something??? :') you're so embarrassed you defaulted to a character to have a freakout and clog the forums with. and now you're saying you made the whole thing up lmfaoooo. :') so convenient how you only started this tantrum after i told you your plan has holes in it and you took it as a personal attack on your 24 iq. :') you got embarrassed and now you're trying to troll n fake mania to tell yourself it was just a big joke. :')

This is why people don't reach out for help btw, I've had therapists have this same reaction. "This is too complicated for me so it must not be real"-you probably

 

[fadedghost]

(Maybe I'm pretending to be my ex to embarrass her tho…hm)

So are you male or female or non-binary? And are you straight or bi or gay?

Because right now, you say "bro" a lot, and your screenname is girlzjustwant2vomit, and you also mentioned a guy who you were into... And then you say this profile picture is a picture of an actress...

But I don't know. I feel like that's possibly what this is, you pretending to be your ex, posting her picture, and it's the most honest thing you've said. There's just a lot of contradictions and usually honest people don't contradict themselves, even if manic.

 

[girlzjustwant2vomit]

So are you male or female? And are you straight or bi or gay?

Because right now, you say "bro" a lot, and your screenname is girlzjustwant2vomit, and you also mentioned a guy who you were into... And then you say this profile picture is a picture of an actress...

But I don't know. I feel like that's possibly what this is, you pretending to be your ex, posting her picture, and it's the most honest thing you've said. There's just a lot of contradictions and usually honest people don't contradict themselves, even if manic.

How is saying bro a gendered thing :,)

Atp idk why you're still asking questions it's not like you're actually listening to the answers lol

What guy did I mention? I'm a lesbian lol

Edit- lol I just realized that you and that other person are using this for entertainment God I am so stupid :,)

 

[sanctionedusage]

This is why people don't reach out for help btw, I've had therapists have this same reaction. "This is too complicated for me so it must not be real"-you probably

"too complicated" LMAO
theres nothing complicated about you reverting to the most popularized, fakest depictions of mania as soon as you get embarrassed for looking stupid on a vulnerable post. it's pretty obvious what's going on.

 

[fadedghost]

How is saying bro a gendered thing :,)

Atp idk why you're still asking questions it's not like you're actually listening to the answers lol

What guy did I mention? I'm a lesbian lol

Edit- lol I just realized that you and that other person are using this for entertainment God I am so stupid :,)

I'm not entertained...

I really am a gullible person, I am concerned you're just larping, using all of us for entertainment, but also think there's a chance, like 10 percent, that you're really manic.

You're a lesbian but wrote:

So in the neighborhood lives this one guy that I met while back online. Am I doing this because of him? No not at all. Am I weaponizing my death to traumatize and humiliate him? Yes.

I'm going to have a backpack with some of the more sexual messages that he sent me printed out inside of it as well as multiple pictures of him with various things written on them. I barely have anything left for messages but I have a few that I know would absolutely destroy him if anybody ever saw.

He's already terrified of me because I've been stalking him for months after he blocked me. Lol what a loser, he's such a wreck.

I guess it's possible? It just sounded more like a heterosexual relationship. This also sounded almost like satire, like he's a loser and wreck because he's scared of you stalking him? That doesn't really seem like a normal thing to say.

Sorry if you've been telling the truth, and not sure you are. The YouTube video with recent doxxing has me more questioning of people on here...

 

[girlzjustwant2vomit]

"too complicated" LMAO
theres nothing complicated about you reverting to the most popularized, fakest depictions of mania as soon as you get embarrassed for looking stupid on a vulnerable post. it's pretty obvious what's going on.

No I'm being fr these are real problems that I have idk why nobody believes me ever it's like nothing that I say matters and people just write me off as crazy

 

[sanctionedusage]

Edit- lol I just realized that you and that other person are using this for entertainment God I am so stupid :,)

you 20 minutes ago:

Idk why and how people fell for that other post lol.

you 15 minutes ago:

I'm only acting like this because you guys keep asking for it…like supply and demand

logical coherence of a bot account

 

[Always-in-trouble]

Should the thread be locked? This is going nowhere and nothing useful is being provided here.

 

[girlzjustwant2vomit]

I'm not entertained...

I really am a gullible person, I am concerned you're just larping, using all of us for entertainment, but also think there's a chance, like 10 percent, that you're really manic.

You're a lesbian but wrote:

I guess it's possible? It just sounded more like a heterosexual relationship.

Sorry if you've been telling the truth, and not sure you are. The YouTube video with recent doxxing has me more questioning of people on here...

Lol that other person is telling me that my feelings are stupid as well as :,) that guy was kind of made up, based off of a real person but he's gay and also half a decade older than me so hard pass . Can you tell me why you guys think I'm lying? I genuinely want to know, these are all real problems and nobody ever takes them seriously.

you 20 minutes ago:

you 15 minutes ago:


logical coherence of a bot account

Are you acting like this on purpose because there's no way

 

[sanctionedusage]

Should the thread be locked? This is going nowhere and nothing useful is being provided here.

i think so
i wont feed it anymore ik i've been clogging too

 

[girlzjustwant2vomit]

i think so
i wont feed it anymore ik i've been clogging too

You loooove it you're like madly in love with me lol