Hey guys
It's been a while that I have posted anything, I've been in too much emotional pain to even put a sentence together.
I've just basically been in a catatonic-like state and it's absolutely unbearable torture. This is hell on earth and no one deserve to live this way, especially not those of us that have good hearts and are empathetic towards others.
I have to get out of this catatonic-like date to be able to function and use my brain to start making plans, extremely difficult plans that involve my loved ones, the pain I'm going to cause them, writing suicide notes, arranging for them to be my beneficiaries. I'm going to stop discussing this topic because I start bawling every time, the emotions are just so raw.
What I am curious about is if there are any videos of physician assisted suicide with liquid Nembutal that I can view, to see the step by step process.
If anyone can send them to me I'd really appreciate it…
It's been a while that I have posted anything, I've been in too much emotional pain to even put a sentence together.
I've just basically been in a catatonic-like state and it's absolutely unbearable torture. This is hell on earth and no one deserve to live this way, especially not those of us that have good hearts and are empathetic towards others.
I have to get out of this catatonic-like date to be able to function and use my brain to start making plans, extremely difficult plans that involve my loved ones, the pain I'm going to cause them, writing suicide notes, arranging for them to be my beneficiaries. I'm going to stop discussing this topic because I start bawling every time, the emotions are just so raw.
What I am curious about is if there are any videos of physician assisted suicide with liquid Nembutal that I can view, to see the step by step process.
If anyone can send them to me I'd really appreciate it…
