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Rocksandsand

Rocksandsand

Specialist
May 26, 2019
396
Right now I am going back and forth between showering and ctb. It us such a huge chore.

Bahahaha I think it's been over a week for me. I just cake on antiperspirant when I have to go to the supermarket. Otherwise it's just me and my dog, and I am sure he's learnt to enjoy my musk
 
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Darkhaven

Darkhaven

All i have left is memories
May 19, 2019
979
Here is mine: not being able to work out as i used to due to disease.
 
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Readytogo227

Readytogo227

I just want peace.
Jun 26, 2018
76
Here's mine. BC I'm fat and I always seem to fail at fasting. Yep. That's my pettiest reason.
 
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Bagger

Bagger

Stressful
Jun 18, 2019
331
Condition of my teeth. Broken genes from father, im just destined to be toothless. They fall apart no matter how often i wash them or how often i spend money to fix them. They always fall apart.
 
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Futility

Futility

Student
Aug 13, 2019
183
Having guests over today, should probably do it to avoid opening my door/get out of bed/shower/have responsibilities :P
 
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stellabelle

stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
3,918
I just don't have any interest in this hassle.
 
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Dawn0071111

Dawn0071111

Hungry Ghost
Dec 9, 2018
570
My pettiest reason is just that I'm ugly and that I'm sure I'll never get over my ex and that I'll never find someone else because of that lol.
Thats not petty imo. Im here for same reason.
He didn't want me. End of story.
Embarrassed and humiliated by sending a 57 page suicide letter to guy I was in love with, we had a fling.... he didn't even seem to care.... I hate myself & life
 
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BridgeJumper

BridgeJumper

The Arsonist
Apr 7, 2019
1,193
I got blackout drunk and vomited all over my canvas that I kept near my bed....And it woke my parents up and they beat the shit out of me, and I ended up puking everyfucking where and now its been 2 days, I woke up rekt, my room smells like a dumpster even though my parents cleaned everything with lysol and I feel like such an alcoholic waste of space because I was 2 months sober.
Yep. That was it :')
I havent checked my facebook and phone at all, so scared of what Ill see there.
 
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Rocksandsand

Rocksandsand

Specialist
May 26, 2019
396
I chipped a fucking tooth today. I obsessively crunch ice all day (I find it soothing and it helps me with avoiding dissociating) and I am pissed off. The bus is fucking taunting me I swear to god
 
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