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Irisse

Irisse

Art belongs to Maksn (on yt)
Sep 8, 2025
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So I think I might need to ctb much sooner than I thought. I will definitely fail my exam on the 24th. I think I have a source from my country and the price is 8 euros for 1kg, but the problem is that I don't know how to pay for it because it requires transferring money to the seller's account and I was never taught how to do that. The only thing I have is an almost full bottle of clonazepam. Soon I shall acquire a scale. From what I understand, I'm missing SN, test strips and metoclopramide. This is a personal quest thread of mine but if anyone has any advice/criticism I'll be happy to respond. I will update the thread as I acquire necessary material.
 
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JustDreamer

JustDreamer

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Oct 26, 2025
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Is school a big reason for you to CTB? It sounds like we're both in the same spot (completely failed my exam this Wednesday, didn't even answer half the questions…) but recent I decided to take a LOA and it has provided a lot of relief and pressure… so I've put off CTB for a little to give it a try…
 
Irisse

Irisse

Art belongs to Maksn (on yt)
Sep 8, 2025
511
Is school a big reason for you to CTB? It sounds like we're both in the same spot (completely failed my exam this Wednesday, didn't even answer half the questions…) but recent I decided to take a LOA and it has provided a lot of relief and pressure… so I've put off CTB for a little to give it a try…
Yes, school is a big reason, because getting a higher level of education is the only way for me to get out of a toxic environment. I am sorry about your exam. Do you like what you are studying? I already took LoA after my attempt but that time was awful for me, and it only reaffirmed that I need to finish college ASAP. I hope your LoA goes better than mine. I am also possibly facing jail time due to providing someone with a SN source.
 
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Irisse

Irisse

Art belongs to Maksn (on yt)
Sep 8, 2025
511
TO everyone: Please do not ask me for sources, I am not comfortable being complicit in someone's death.
 
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Oct 24, 2025
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I'm not sure if you needed assistance, but if you need to send money it's usually through banking apps or other apps such as paypal/cash app etc

It will all depend how they want to receive the money
 
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Irisse

Irisse

Art belongs to Maksn (on yt)
Sep 8, 2025
511
I'm not sure if you needed assistance, but if you need to send money it's usually through banking apps or other apps such as paypal/cash app etc

It will all depend how they want to receive the money
Thank you, I will look into that. I guess I have to ask the seller directly.
 

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