Perfect Final Days

[Broccoli]

Anyone ever dream up what their perfect final days would be?

Part of me thinks I'm the way i am because in my wildest dreams the best I can come up is hang out at the lake and maybe indulge in fast food and a McFlury. Not go to hawaii. No some drive across america adventure. Not even quit job and spend the short free time doing something. That's why the universe has me where I am because I can't dream of anything better.

 

[freight_train]

I don't care about anything anymore. I just want to leave the world behind. im getting a job soon and waiting for the salary to buy what I need to cbt. dont feel like stealing from my loved ones even though it wouldnt matter in the end.

 

[makethepainstop]

I don't care about anything anymore. I just want to leave the world behind. im getting a job soon and waiting for the salary to buy what I need to cbt. dont feel like stealing from my loved ones even though it wouldnt matter in the end.

I for one can agree completely, I feel the same thing.

 

[myfinalform]

i used to smoke weed and eating a triplecheeseburguer from macdonalds while skipping classes inside my moms car parked somewhere safe, that would be a great final day and i hope it rains

 

[SamTam33]

I want to eat a lot of boiled crab legs lol. I love seafood. Loooove. Maybe that's why I want to die by jumping off a bridge into the lake

Beyond that, I haven't really thought about it. I started making a playlist of songs (Breathe No More by Evanescence is at the top), but crab legs is what I know for sure.

 

[sadstuffie]

i think I'd like to walk in the snow, go shopping (maybe not like buy anything, but just be able to be around other people being happy) eat whatever i wanted, then end the night by snuggling up under a warm blanket & ending it peacefully. sounds stupid i know.

 

[FuneralCry]

The only thing that would be perfect for me is permanent non existence as I would be free from everything. There is nothing that could bring me any real peace, relief or comfort as long as I exist. For me, peace will only exist in the absence of experiencing anything. But I just want to pass away peacefully, I don't find enjoyment in living and there is nothing here for me in this world and nothing that I particularly want to do before I leave. Everything at this point is pointless, tiring and just causes more suffering.

 

[ready to go....]

I had set a plan for my final days, but now, they are being spent relaxing, and preparing everything that my family will need when I go on Wednesday.
I think for many, the thoughts during the lead up to ctb are very different to the reality of it all.
I would of loved to of gone through with my plans for my final days, but now the time is here, it doesn't feel right. I just want to get everything set in stone, ready to leave this earth.

 

[Flying Away]

Just death

 

[madiroze]

I couldn't care less about my final days. I'm not nostalgic in the slightest about leaving this dump. The only "perfect" final day to me is a peaceful CTB.

 

[spectraltease]

The perfect last days would be just watching movies, eating fast food and just to isolated how I used to. Buying alot of my fav cigarettes and just live the days off before die and go forever.
Hopefully some cold days.
The perfect last days would be just watching movies, eating fast food and just to isolated how I used to. Buying alot of my fav cigarettes and just live the days off before die and go forever.
Hopefully some cold days.