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LonelyForest

LonelyForest

Member
May 9, 2026
16
If I continue on my current trajectory in terms of mental health, I will be 100% dead. Also, I really hope so that I am dead. Can't take anymore of this world
 
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nosense-user

nosense-user

hanging myself on june 15 2026
May 19, 2026
49
90% sure i will be dead in one month and 100% sure i will be dead in ten years
 
momentomori00

momentomori00

Bellum
Jun 8, 2026
39
Aaaa probably 80%, things are absolutely unbearable right now but unfortunately I still have passions that keep me stuck in this fucked up limbo
 
franos666

franos666

Depressed
May 20, 2026
80
50/50
I've had suicide thoughts regularly for few years and almost everyday for half a year but I couldn't really do it currently because of my parents and the hope that something can change since I am only 18 years old but I doubt that I am gonna ever lead happy life but it's just how the life is. I can't do much about it 🤷‍♂️
 
Cauliflour

Cauliflour

I'm the doodler, I make terrible doodles.
Mar 24, 2025
736
Not unless something really serious fucks up in my life, like someone doxxes me or something.

In 10 years I can see myself rotting in a mental hospital though, with the path I'm going currently. The area on my arms that has scars has been increasing so in 10 years time I'd probably have my entire arms and probably the thighs too covered in fairly deep cuts.

In 20 years time? Yeah there's no way I'm making it to a mid life crisis lol. Weirdly enough I find that comforting, knowing I won't have to worry about the effects of aging and the world evolving too fast: I don't deal with change very well. Besides, there's something alluring about dying young, even if it means all the news stations will spout utter nonsense about it. Also I've been wanting to kill myself for years so after like 20 years more of waiting, I might get a bit impatient...Not to mention I don't think I can physically deal with my bullshit for that long either, which does make me wonder what'll go down when I'm older cause I'd be so sick of myself in 10 years time, but I refuse to die until I start and finish all the projects I want to make. I'll probably become addicted to some loser drug.

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red_cardinal

red_cardinal

pinniped enthusiast 🦭
May 25, 2026
41
Hmm, not very confident. Things could go both ways for me, and right now I'm in an uncertain period, with things going rather up than down. So, let's say 40% in case my health deteriorates to a point I'll be useless and won't be able to enjoy even the smallest things in life.