Venting People

[kinoki]

After everything you can do for a person they'll still leave, I try so hard for people that I care about and people still leave me. I just want friends but I'm to scared to make some, and I'm scared that I'll forever be alone.
I just want to die and I want someone to care for once.

 

[DivineSpark]

Sorry to hear that.....I hope you find good friends.

 

[roommate]

:(, hopefully you get some new chances and meet nice people

 

[Yume Nikki]

I also had to learn this the hard way, I'm sorry it happened to you.

 

[Anonymousa]

I feel the same way. I feel like I try my hardest to do whatever the other person wants but at some point that isn't enough or I accidently do something wrong or break down from sacrificing my needs too much and they leave me. I feel like this is a lose lose situation where I either feel empty about being alone or anxiety about them leaving me or utterly broken when they do leave me. I hope you are either able to find someone to care for you or able to escape your pain with death.

 

[lawr]

Finding good friends/good relationships is sadly a matter of trial and error. I've always liked to believe that there is a person out there for everyone, the trouble is finding them. I hope you can find yours.

 

[sadalways]

I feel that so much. So much so that i'm starting to convince myself the only way i'll find what i wish for only after i die. Like a soul meeting other souls, i don't know. Sounds weird as hell, i'm very well aware, but i really feel like this world isn't for me, everyone leaves me in the end and at this point i'll take any comfort i can get out of my own thoughts. I'm sorry you have to feel lonely too though, it really sucks.

 

[kinoki]

I feel the same way. I feel like I try my hardest to do whatever the other person wants but at some point that isn't enough or I accidently do something wrong or break down from sacrificing my needs too much and they leave me. I feel like this is a lose lose situation where I either feel empty about being alone or anxiety about them leaving me or utterly broken when they do leave me. I hope you are either able to find someone to care for you or able to escape your pain with death.

I feel like it's not even your fault. It's just people want more and more. We are humans, we need to focus on ourselves sometimes too. So it's ok if you're struggling with it too. I'm here for you.