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[brokeandbroken]

Many of you have been through shit like me and many of you know my story. Briefly. Was in medical school victim of crimes by the school. Then absolutely no help... The question is how do I not become a monster? The worst person anyone has ever met? How do I not hate people?

 

[HighFlight]

I'm sorry that I don't know your story, but am sure you've been through more than your share of stress and trauma. Being put through all of the crap doesn't make you a monster, and certainly not the worst person I'll ever meet. You may allow your anger to turn you into that, but that would be a choice. And be careful about hating all people. Just a quick look around this community and I find reasons not to hate everyone with almost every post.

Hopefully, you can find a way to get through what your are going through. I'm sorry that it has happened to you.

 

[Daft-Bear]

"Battle not with monsters, lest you become a monster. And if you gaze into the abyss, the abyss gazes back at you".

Separate yourself from the situation if you don't want it to consume you. Distract yourself. If you were in medical school, I imagine you are quite intelligent. Put that energy towards something else. Idk how far you got, but you could always finish school with another major?

Sorry, I don't know your story :/

 

[brokeandbroken]

I'm sorry that I don't know your story, but am sure you've been through more than your share of stress and trauma. Being put through all of the crap doesn't make you a monster, and certainly not the worst person I'll ever meet. You may allow your anger to turn you into that, but that would be a choice. And be careful about hating all people. Just a quick look around this community and I find reasons not to hate everyone with almost every post.

Hopefully, you can find a way to get through what your are going through. I'm sorry that it has happened to you.

You are correct this community is about *the* place I can go to find some solace. The issue is it reinforces my disdain for the world. Everyone here has a story many far worse then mine. Many of us including myself don't have a family that cares, friends, etc... It may actually be better if it didn't. Because then I could say well maybe I am somehow an awful person. Instead I am far from the only one.

"Battle not with monsters, lest you become a monster. And if you gaze into the abyss, the abyss gazes back at you".

Separate yourself from the situation if you don't want it to consume you. Distract yourself. If you were in medical school, I imagine you are quite intelligent. Put that energy towards something else. Idk how far you got, but you could always finish school with another major?

Sorry, I don't know your story :/

I have a bachelor's in psychology. Then went and did further schooling in medicine to get my MD. I don't have the funding or ability to go to school with the debt I have and lack of support. I'm in a shit position because on one hand I can't do anything more academically and the other no employer wants me because I was out of the workforce in school/need more schooling to be of value so I can't get a good job either. Intelligence doesn't really matter when there's nothing you can do. Probably a hindrance because you realize how bad things really are. That said I really don't think I am intelligent far from it. I don't think I got lucky either. I think I worked really hard. I earned my way through life and it got ripped away.