I want to ensure success. Before having it, I thought I'd be gulping that shit down the second it came. After all, what tastes more bitter than life?
han I get to cement my success, how many bottles?, should I add Dilantin?, are my meds. gonna invalidate the n? what if I barf? Essentially, overthink myself into a panic attack.
I need to find a way to keep it down, knowing my weight, according to A., requires 3, not 2 bottles. I need to get some booze, which I detest, that will make the taste palatable. I'm thinking coconut rum. Also, I need to plan to scrub my hard drive and my account here, get rid of the email account. Practical details.