Discussion One of the worst parts about being suicidal

[fleetingnight]

One of the worst parts about being suicidal is the stupid decisions you make when you're hoping to die soon. "I'll be dead in a few months, so I don't have to worry about the consequences of these decisions." Then, a few months pass by, and whatever happened (changed your mind/changed methods/failed/something stopped you/etc.) you're still alive and you have to find a way to deal with it. I've done it multiple times, but still don't learn my lesson. For me, usually it's neglecting my work/housework/classes/etc., but I've done other self destructive things, while thinking I wouldn't be alive for whatever consequence it had on my body.

 

[falling_snow]

oh me too, but then everything comes back and i start having suicidal thoughts after "recovering", then i procrastinate and self destruct, and that helps me ease my suicidal thoughts, but then stress comes back again, and again and again.

and thats how im wasting most of my money in alcohol

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Not wanna specify anything but I can relate to it in some ways. Making things worse rarely pushes us over the edge to CTB.

 

[passer-by]

Especially when it involves other people. And then you search for a diplomatic answer to why you weren't there or procrastinated, other then "I didn't know I'd be still alive by that time". Lol

 

[Praying 4 a Miracle]

Legal assisted dying programs need to be expanded quickly, in cases where recovery is not possible. The global suffering crisis must end now.