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pechaberry

pechaberry

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What dosage of fentanyl would be enough to kill me? I'm a 130lb 5'3 no tolerance to opioids woman. Would a fentanyl OD be euphoric and painless? How would I even begin to find someone I could buy from?
 
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Kanau_Nano

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You never know how pure it will be. Or if it's a completely different drug. This is dangerous cause you could od and get brain damage like I almost did or maybe I did i wonder lol
 
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pechaberry

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You never know how pure it will be. Or if it's a completely different drug. This is dangerous cause you could od and get brain damage like I almost did or maybe I did i wonder lol
God that absolutely terrifies me. I just don't think I can make myself get over the fear of SN. Some peoples threads have me terrified. I saw people were getting really high strength opiates from the dark web, but I'm too stupid for that shit. I would end up scammed or in jail. I really want to die by opiate method I just don't know how I could accomplish it without someone "saving" me or becoming a vegetable.
 
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Kanau_Nano

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Apr 12, 2026
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God that absolutely terrifies me. I just don't think I can make myself get over the fear of SN. Some peoples threads have me terrified. I saw people were getting really high strength opiates from the dark web, but I'm too stupid for that shit. I would end up scammed or in jail. I really want to die by opiate method I just don't know how I could accomplish it without someone "saving" me or becoming a vegetable.
Any method is terrifying i have experience. SN looks horrific for sure. And yeah i never tried getting drugs online cause that's some big jail time.

I did a massive od and blacked out and did stupid stuff that got me saved. Woke up on a ventilator from a coma thinking I was a vegetable. I couldn't move my eyes even. Scary af
 
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pechaberry

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Apr 29, 2026
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Any method is terrifying i have experience. SN looks horrific for sure. And yeah i never tried getting drugs online cause that's some big jail time.

I did a massive od and blacked out and did stupid stuff that got me saved. Woke up on a ventilator from a coma thinking I was a vegetable. I couldn't move my eyes even. Scary af
Holy shit that is so terrifying. Maybe I will go the CO route then. I'm so sorry you had to go through that. I can't begin to image the horror. I'm really glad you were able to recover and move your eyes again dude.
 
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Kanau_Nano

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Apr 12, 2026
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Holy shit that is so terrifying. Maybe I will go the CO route then. I'm so sorry you had to go through that. I can't begin to image the horror. I'm really glad you were able to recover and move your eyes again dude.
I read about CO sounds too complicated for me I'd probably mess it up. I wish you didn't have to think about this
 
pechaberry

pechaberry

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Apr 29, 2026
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I read about CO sounds too complicated for me I'd probably mess it up. I wish you didn't have to think about this
Seriously same. I have a while to think about it though as I'm waiting for a family member to pass from illness before I do it. Maybe something better will come up by then. Who knows.
 
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