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PsychosisGirls

Member
Apr 21, 2021
17
If at all possible, a sequestered place in nature like a forest sounds beautiful. I'd like to avoid spoiling my partners' last memories of me like that.

Realistically though, probably at home with no one around.
 
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Downbylife

Downbylife

Member
Feb 27, 2021
62
My favourite spot hidden in the forest where I can see the stars and tree crowns across the horizon. Going to watch stars for the very last time
 
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demuic

demuic

Life was a mistake
Sep 12, 2020
1,384
That's my dilemma now. I live with my family and can't drive, don't have any friends, and don't go anywhere so I would be instantly noticed if gone. And my mom will start excessively calling and texting me if I don't answer and probably work herself into a fit.

The only way I could do it would be going in the middle of the night. But there still aren't any good secluded areas where I wouldn't be found near where I live.
 
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Symbiote

Illuminated
Oct 12, 2020
3,099
At a hotel.
 
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Wrennie

Wrennie

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Dec 18, 2019
1,546
In my bedroom, on a day that my parents weren't home.
 
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WFJ74

Student
Aug 18, 2020
150
In my car. Slip out about 1am having taken the pre-meds beforehand. Park in a very secluded area, fold down the back seats and make a nice bed for myself. Take my SN and be gone long before anyone I know wakes up.
 
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Shadowgeist

Shadowgeist

Member
Jun 1, 2021
40
In a Hotel. I don't want to have any family members to find me after the act is complete and be traumatized. Plus, it ensures no one finds me or tries to save me.
 
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Scribble Fan

Scribble Fan

I'm out!
May 30, 2019
816
I have nowhere else to go except home. My roommate is usually gone but it gives me so much anxiety thinking he might find me.

I'd prefer to CTB in a hotel but I'm broke lol
 
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killedbypsychiatry

killedbypsychiatry

drugging kids is abuse
Jan 27, 2021
797
I'm worried about our two cats being poisoned (from leftover/vomit)
omg I hadn't though about this and it's very important! I have a dog who licks everything on the floor :mmm: I'll have to think about how to prevent this
 
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NO-HOPE

Member
Jun 1, 2021
16
omg I hadn't though about this and it's very important! I have a dog who licks everything on the floor :mmm: I'll have to think about how to prevent this
I hadn't thought of my pets doing this either
will also have to think about to ensure their safety
 
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