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dontsaveher

dontsaveher

Misanthrope
Oct 4, 2025
50
Humans are unpredictable and unreliable and I hate them all equally, including myself.

It's the worst feeling in the world when you're there for someone no matter how they treat you. No matter how much of yourself you give them, even when you're pouring from an empty cup, somehow it's never enough. I have nothing else to give.

You took the last bit of hope I had in people and broke it. I gave you my heart and you let it shatter. I don't know how I'll trust anyone again.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
954
Humans are unpredictable and unreliable and I hate them all equally, including myself.

It's the worst feeling in the world when you're there for someone no matter how they treat you. No matter how much of yourself you give them, even when you're pouring from an empty cup, somehow it's never enough. I have nothing else to give.

You took the last bit of hope I had in people and broke it. I gave you my heart and you let it shatter. I don't know how I'll trust anyone again.
Oh I gave up on people years ago. It doesn't matter how good you are with them, they will still F-you up when you least expect it.
 
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dontsaveher

dontsaveher

Misanthrope
Oct 4, 2025
50
Oh I gave up on people years ago. It doesn't matter how good you are with them, they will still F-you up when you least expect it.
So real. I thought if I gave everything then things would be different but I just ended up losing myself. Oh and the when you least expect it part - of course it had to be the moment when I needed them the most. It hurts, it really really hurts.
Sorry you went through that :(
 

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