Peace Out

[mrblock]

I finally figured out how to run past my survival instincts. Today is it, im done bitchin and im out of here. I am gonna gas myself and im ready for it. Kind of a dope feeling right now knowing its over. Everything looks so clear, its selfish, its not right, but its my choice ya know. Make your choice for yourself. Antianxiety medications were my answer for going past the barrier of self preservation that stops me from SI. Ironic right? Well, i wont be seeing you guys around, good luck with your life, and do what makes the most sense ya know? Peace

 

[failure383]

Bye then

 

[Last dance]

Bye then

What kind of answer is that? Wtf
Good luck OP I hope you find peace in your choice and wish you the best

 

[failure383]

@notahappygirl @Last dance
Sorry to you two and sorry to OP. I genuinely didn't know that I was being rude, apparently. I just didn't know what to say and said then bye as a farewell.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I hope you find peace! Good luck!

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best.

 

[ceus]

Have a good journey :)
Btw I don't think it's a selfish choice. If you want to know my reasoning for that, I've explained it in my answer to this post:

Is pleasure from life worth the suffering?

I don't think the pleasure is worth the suffering, its too uneven. Having to go through so much BS for a few stolen moments of joy hardly seems fair to me. One thing I've realized about life is just how much waiting we have to do for so little reward. I feel like I just tread water, or go in...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[Imagined_Euphoria]

I hope I can soon show this courage too. I applaud you, OP.

Goodbye